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Time for another ranty thread

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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,522 Skive's The Limit
    mmmm maybe try naill varnish remover ?// thats the only other thing i can think oof
    @sha@Shaunie
    Ive actually managed to get it straight off now with bleach. I dont think thats partically healthy for my skin or my tissues or blood. I dk. But past caring. And got it off. But thank you!
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,154 Part of The Furniture
    Hsucjdneudhdb
    jusy got my college timetable and even after spefically telling them not to put me with a Male English teacher becasue it takes me too long to learn to trust them Engouhh to ask for help with hinders my learning what have they gone and done put me with a Male English teacher  ( yes there’s females as I had one for course confirmation! 
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,154 Part of The Furniture
    Well Guess who just made a complete and utter idiot of herself in her interview  :/
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,522 Skive's The Limit
    I know i shouldnt rant about where i work so much and should either leave or just stop moaning but i dk find change dk easier said and need some money. But anyway sorry if annoying but i really dont want to go into work in a like half an hour. Just sitting in town and feel like getting the bus back home 😭😭😭dont want to speak to anyone. Fed up. Cant deal with life
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,522 Skive's The Limit
    edited September 2018
    Meggles said:
    Why do people feel the need to buy the whole lot of something???? There were 4 large pumpkin spice candles and im stood behind this lady trying to grab one...and she puts all 4 in her basket and walks away smiling?????

    Like what the actual? I was clearly trying to get access to the candles????
    Was this me?lol. 😂
    But she probably didnt actuallly see you. - Feel like thats soemthing i do, minus the smiling, esp if its for candles🙃. -Then sometimes do buy the whole lot of one -im maybe selfish tho.  Each for themselves, sometimes tho. Brutal world right? But if she was there first ....Gotta get to ‘em candles quicker
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    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    after being told I cannot miss one of my appointments today, and the stress of getting it off work as it's our busiest day.... ive just found out they've cancelled the appointment. now do I phone up work and say I can now work or just enjoy my day off?
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    LabraBellLabraBell Posts: 203 Trailblazer
    I'm losing sight of my reason to live. I'd honestly rather die than continue having to live where I am. But I guess suicide doesn't count as being a child at risk then.

    I've tried so hard. Thrown myself into support chats and helped people out, kept up with coursework, given myself a reason to live with every passing day. But it's all for nought if the one reason I had to hope for a better life, has been crushed in front of me.
    What do you mean I have to think of an intelligent signature?
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    AbigailAbigail Posts: 818 Part of The Mix Family
    Got a phone call tomorrow about my caring role and i am still awake at half 2 head working. ALSO! Doesn't help it's raining and I'm scared if it goes to a thunderstorm as its been walm for me today. 
    Some people think I am unhappy. I'm not. I just approach silence in the world that never stops talking.
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    starfish_17starfish_17 Posts: 226 Trailblazer
    Last training session before nationals last night and I end up it hospital. Stood onto a rock and sliced the bottom of my foot which needed stitches. Also fractured my foot and bruised my ankle so I’m not going to be able to compete after training so hard. Currently in a boot with crutches waiting for the fracture clinic to call and say if I need a cast or not. 
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    AbigailAbigail Posts: 818 Part of The Mix Family
    Why is everyone called Sarah!! My sister is one, my support worker is called Sarah, her friend in working is a Sarah, I have a cousin who is a Sarah and now i have a carers support worker called Sarah. Is there such things called death by a Sarah? 
    Some people think I am unhappy. I'm not. I just approach silence in the world that never stops talking.
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,522 Skive's The Limit
    Why does emptiness feel so heavy and painful if it is empty?  Want it to stop and to die 😭
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,154 Part of The Furniture
    Shaunie said:
    Why does emptiness feel so heavy and painful if it is empty?  Want it to stop and to die 😭
     @Shaunie I care about you and i know things are difficult at the moment ❤️ Message me if you need me buddy xx
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    when a nurse walks in and tells you, you can go home, great! so my dad drove the 70 mile round trip to come get me... only for when he arrives at the hospital the dr comes in and says there was a misunderstanding and I cant go home.... WHY DO THIS TO ME!?
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    LabraBellLabraBell Posts: 203 Trailblazer
    edited September 2018
    Abigail said:
    Why is everyone called Sarah!! My sister is one, my support worker is called Sarah, her friend in working is a Sarah, I have a cousin who is a Sarah and now i have a carers support worker called Sarah. Is there such things called death by a Sarah? 
    I have the same but with Jo/Joe

    We have 4 family friend's called Jo (Big Joe, little Jo, Jo-Jo, Goth Jo) as well as my mom's former boss when she was working at the British heart foundation, BHF Jo. My nan's next door neighbour and drinking buddy is a Jo, (Husky Jo, as she raises a husky pack) and a couple other Jo's that I've probably forgotten!

    What do you mean I have to think of an intelligent signature?
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    AbigailAbigail Posts: 818 Part of The Mix Family
    LabraBell said:
    I have the same but with Jo/Joe

    We have 4 family friend's called Jo (Big Joe, little Jo, Jo-Jo, Goth Jo) as well as my mom's former boss when she was working at the British heart foundation, BHF Jo. My nan's next door neighbour and drinking buddy is a Jo, (Husky Jo, as she raises a husky pack) and a couple other Jo's that I've probably forgotten!

    Yeah I have that issue with Jo and Joe's. There is Jo on here, Jo my counsellor, I have a cousins called Jojo then there is a Joe on kooth as well. 
    Some people think I am unhappy. I'm not. I just approach silence in the world that never stops talking.
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,522 Skive's The Limit
    edited September 2018
    Its my birthday today, am 20 🙃. Feels lonely. Am sad. Good job it feels like im a year closer to my death. 
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,807 Master Poster
    Shaunie said:
    Its my birthday today, am 20 🙃. Feels lonely. Am sad. Good job it feels like im a year closer to my death. 
    Happy Birthday. Keep on swimming. 
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,807 Master Poster
    Someone threatened to kill me on Thursday. Urgh
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,522 Skive's The Limit
    Kasa2103 said:
    Shaunie said:
    Its my birthday today, am 20 🙃. Feels lonely. Am sad. Good job it feels like im a year closer to my death. 
    Happy Birthday. Keep on swimming. 
    Thanks
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,807 Master Poster
    No problem @Shaunie
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,154 Part of The Furniture
    Shaunie said:
    Its my birthday today, am 20 🙃. Feels lonely. Am sad. Good job it feels like im a year closer to my death. 
    @Shaunie Happy Birthday Buddy !! ❤️
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    fadedangelfadedangel Posts: 263 The Mix Regular
    Happy Birthday @Shaunie hope your day is good, you deserve it! 💓
    « I have been through hell but the best is yet to come « 
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    AbigailAbigail Posts: 818 Part of The Mix Family
    Happy birthday @Shaunie. 

    I don't normally come on my laptop for the boards unless i am sending a long message to someone. Today I am ranting. 3 things went wrong yesterday. My hob, grill and oven broke, My new tutor isn't at all good at his job and I am now dyspeptic as well as dyslexic. So reading the report today from the screening i need to learn to touch type so while doing some chats i will have paper over my hands so i learn where all the letters are on the keyboards, not ideal but it will work and help in the long run. Today went to an event at a local hospital to sign up to volunteer, got turned away. I have 2 years to get 6 months of experience working in a hospital to help with my theory course in uni and make sure i am specialising in the correct area.  I got turned away at 10:30 as it was already busy and it had only been on for half an hour. So i gave up my only lie in for nothing. Working tomorrow 7 till 7 on the last musical number of the filming and i have to say I can't go to a fundraising event due to anxiety and my autism as well as having an exam re-sit on the Monday (this is in November). I really am giving up with trying to volunteer. Probably get turned to down volunteering here the way i am going at the moment :joy::joy::joy: :joy:
    Some people think I am unhappy. I'm not. I just approach silence in the world that never stops talking.
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,154 Part of The Furniture
    ahabffbvvyuebr8yr Currently trying to finish writing my Appearance of a newborn essay thats got to be 500 words and im on blimmin 416 words without references and am left with nothing to write aaarrrrggggghhhhh  :#:#
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,154 Part of The Furniture
    edited September 2018
    I’m struggling so much at the moment , I’m litreally sat curled up in my room with my dog , my anxiety is through the roof , the voices about trusting people won’t go away and I just arghhh don’t know what to do to shake if 😭😭 I feel like no one carers anymore - I’ve tried so hard to get help and no one listen so there just like yer we’re help you , were just out you on a waiting list and forget about you 😭😭😭
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    AbigailAbigail Posts: 818 Part of The Mix Family
    Really struggling to work with this one person at the moment. He is younger than me and we both get asked to do a job and i will do it fully and he will move 1 thing and put it in the wrong place. I have this till the end of September
     Do I stop today and say i need the time for coursework or stick it out and get more stressed with him? 
    Some people think I am unhappy. I'm not. I just approach silence in the world that never stops talking.
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,154 Part of The Furniture
    As if I’ve just had to pay bloody £51 for a DBS check for somone to litreally put my details through the police databases to check im not a axe murder
    likr I understand why we have to have it but does it really need to cost £51 !!!! 
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,522 Skive's The Limit
    Self hate is so going to be the death of me😭😭😭😭😭😭😭


    Just started stuttering for what felt like 30 minutes. So fucking embarrassing. Was looking at me like im a freak, either that or felt sorry for me. I really hate myself. Want to dieeeeeee
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,522 Skive's The Limit
    edited September 2018
    Welcome to the bottom of hell. Lol Hate myself. So much.  Aha.  not crying😊🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃😊😊😊😊😊😊
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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