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Today is going to be a disaster
My kooth worker is calling Emma ☹️ it’s going to be horrible and a complete disaster
Rose113
5
TW// self harm
For the record I’m safe
So tonight had a rough night and basically relapsed a lot and I know probably gonna ask why I didn’t talk to a helpline but I didn’t talk to one because there’s nothing to say to them, I hurt myself because I felt the need to punish myself and because I wanted to watch myself suffer
I have to see Emma tomorrow which I was scared about the last batch but now I’m scared about tonight’s, I know she will most likely ask fist aid to come and probably bandage me up but I feel like I’m just gonna break down crying to her…
If I see her tomorrow in the corridor or something I’m kinda hoping she doesn’t say anything to escape the embarrassment of having to tell her what I’ve done
So tonight had a rough night and basically relapsed a lot and I know probably gonna ask why I didn’t talk to a helpline but I didn’t talk to one because there’s nothing to say to them, I hurt myself because I felt the need to punish myself and because I wanted to watch myself suffer
I have to see Emma tomorrow which I was scared about the last batch but now I’m scared about tonight’s, I know she will most likely ask fist aid to come and probably bandage me up but I feel like I’m just gonna break down crying to her…
If I see her tomorrow in the corridor or something I’m kinda hoping she doesn’t say anything to escape the embarrassment of having to tell her what I’ve done
Rose113
5
Re: General chit chat
I play calming music at night to help me sleep and I fell asleep and then I bloody woke up to this song blasting 😂😂 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FE-i4mOlBPg
Rose113
5
Anxiety/ panic attacks
I want to work with children who have additional learning needs like ASD (autism spectrum disorder) and ADHD (attention deficit hyperactive disorder) I only know of them 2 so far mainly because I have them and I have family members with ASD or ADHD I’ve got work experience tomorrow and I am terrified there’s so many things in the way I could have a panic attack and its really hard talking to new people I don’t know I also don’t want them to have to witness me having a panic attack I don’t want to put them through that luckily it’s in a college and it’s the college I go to so some staff know a bit about me but the staff that are going to be there know nothing about me I can’t do it I just can’t I am never going to be able to get a job in childcare with the communication and panic attacks in the way
(also if your wondering why I am doing work experience in college when I want to work in childcare is because my tutor didn’t want to throw me in the deep end because he knew I wouldn’t cope)
(also if your wondering why I am doing work experience in college when I want to work in childcare is because my tutor didn’t want to throw me in the deep end because he knew I wouldn’t cope)
Re: Whatcha currently reading?
I’m reading some kind of comfort
It’s a TW book as it about mental health so if you choose to read be careful
It’s a TW book as it about mental health so if you choose to read be careful
Rose113
5
healing is all abt 🌟
🌟 being patient with yourself every day 🤍
🌟 being honest abt who you are and what you want 🤍
🌟letting go of those who don’t add value to your life 🤍
🌟 learning to be kind to yourself even when you dont feel like it 🤍
🌟 trusting your inner power to heal 🤍
🌟 understanding your own triggers 🤍
im so proud of everyone here at the mix and ill continue posting these positive messages bc I find them rly helpful and i hope you guys keep reminding yourself how important and loved you are. 🤍
🌟 being honest abt who you are and what you want 🤍
🌟letting go of those who don’t add value to your life 🤍
🌟 learning to be kind to yourself even when you dont feel like it 🤍
🌟 trusting your inner power to heal 🤍
🌟 understanding your own triggers 🤍
im so proud of everyone here at the mix and ill continue posting these positive messages bc I find them rly helpful and i hope you guys keep reminding yourself how important and loved you are. 🤍
eylah
10
Re: Re-Introducing Ourselves
1. What colour best represents 'you' right now in life?
My favourite colour is green. I also feel that represents me but I couldn’t tell you why because idk😂
2. If you spend 48 hours anywhere else in the world, where would you like to visit and why?
Like @TheNightmare id probably opt for the country side. I find that really peaceful and quiet.
3. What topics / struggles / themes can we support you with as a Community here?
I’m not sure. Sometimes my faith slips and I like validation for that. Mostly I just like being a part of a community though.
4. What's a hobby / interest you'd like to grow more in the future?
I’d like to continue getting better at football & Gaelic. They are my favourite sports
My favourite colour is green. I also feel that represents me but I couldn’t tell you why because idk😂
2. If you spend 48 hours anywhere else in the world, where would you like to visit and why?
Like @TheNightmare id probably opt for the country side. I find that really peaceful and quiet.
3. What topics / struggles / themes can we support you with as a Community here?
I’m not sure. Sometimes my faith slips and I like validation for that. Mostly I just like being a part of a community though.
4. What's a hobby / interest you'd like to grow more in the future?
I’d like to continue getting better at football & Gaelic. They are my favourite sports
Faolan
5
Unwell
I’ve been away for a little bit. I was kind of unwell at Christmas. Not like super unwell but just really tired and sooo thirsty all the time. I had the shakes and was just feeling a bit crap. It kept getting worse and worse and I was feeling brutal at the end of December .
Anyway, I got diagnosed with type 1 diabetes and I feels a bit better now im medicated but also it’s kinda stressful. I don’t really know much about it and im still learning how to manage it with my medication and im a pure baby when it’ll comes to needles😂. I hate serious stuff. I’m not a very serious person which you probably know lol.
Anyway I’m a little bit disappointed . It’s kind of stopped me from doing my exercises and stuff for now and that was something that I was enjoying. But on the plus side I was very bored in hospital so read a book. I enjoyed it so I might read more often now lol.
I think I’m trying to stay positive and just get on eith it but also I think I feel a bit sad. I don’t even know why. Maybe just that I have to live with this forever . I’m already having highs and lows and feeling weaker than I used to and that makes me feels a bit down.
Ah well life’s not all that bad. I am hoping for a more positive 2025 .
Anyway, I got diagnosed with type 1 diabetes and I feels a bit better now im medicated but also it’s kinda stressful. I don’t really know much about it and im still learning how to manage it with my medication and im a pure baby when it’ll comes to needles😂. I hate serious stuff. I’m not a very serious person which you probably know lol.
Anyway I’m a little bit disappointed . It’s kind of stopped me from doing my exercises and stuff for now and that was something that I was enjoying. But on the plus side I was very bored in hospital so read a book. I enjoyed it so I might read more often now lol.
I think I’m trying to stay positive and just get on eith it but also I think I feel a bit sad. I don’t even know why. Maybe just that I have to live with this forever . I’m already having highs and lows and feeling weaker than I used to and that makes me feels a bit down.
Ah well life’s not all that bad. I am hoping for a more positive 2025 .
Faolan
7
Re: Re-Introducing Ourselves
This idea is so fantastic!
1. I think green because its mostly associated with nature and I find being in nature can be peaceful and calming
2. Oo probably Japan because I love Japanese food and they have some very interesting food vending machines that we don't have here in the UK. So for me it would be a little foodie trip I think as well as seeing artwork and I want to visit the studio ghilbi museum too.
3. As a neurodivergent person myself, I often find it hard to connect and make friends easily. Therefore, I think for me making new friends and having a safe space where I can freely talk about my neurodiversity as well as my anxiety and OCD too. Also, another employment wise would be helpful too
4. OOoh this is such a hard one to be fair because I think im a hoarder of hobbies . I think maybe getting into knitting and crochet more but learning how to actually make a piece of clothing would be great. Something different from a granny square or a cuddly toy because thats all I can really do at the moment lmao.
1. I think green because its mostly associated with nature and I find being in nature can be peaceful and calming
2. Oo probably Japan because I love Japanese food and they have some very interesting food vending machines that we don't have here in the UK. So for me it would be a little foodie trip I think as well as seeing artwork and I want to visit the studio ghilbi museum too.
3. As a neurodivergent person myself, I often find it hard to connect and make friends easily. Therefore, I think for me making new friends and having a safe space where I can freely talk about my neurodiversity as well as my anxiety and OCD too. Also, another employment wise would be helpful too
4. OOoh this is such a hard one to be fair because I think im a hoarder of hobbies . I think maybe getting into knitting and crochet more but learning how to actually make a piece of clothing would be great. Something different from a granny square or a cuddly toy because thats all I can really do at the moment lmao.
Amy22
6