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Nemuritai wrote: »

Today's been really difficult. I felt really triggered by something earlier and kind of broke down for a bit, and I just feel so tired and sad right now that I'm not able to do much, which I feel guilty about.

@Nemuritai Im sorry that happened, if you need to talk about anything Im here as well as the rest of us

Hey there @eylah, I'm sorry to hear about last night - I just wanted to check how you're doing this morning. I'm here for you eylah

Thank you for this @eylah, you're such an incredibly kind person. The same always goes for you I really appreciate you

Just wanted to say I’m really proud of all of you for pushing through everything you’re dealing with. You’re doing the best you can, and you are stronger than you think. I hope you all get some lovely rest tonight.

eylah wrote: »

Nemuritai wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

gd morning everyone!

Good morning @eylah, lovely to see you as usual hru?

so gd to see you hru?

Hey there I'm kind of struggling to be honest, but dw about me

And about your previous post, I'm here if you want to talk about anything at all. I know things have been hard recently and if you'd like someone to listen, you've always got me

@Nemuritai I’m really sorry I didn’t get to reply to your messages on the previous thread earlier. You didn’t deserve to go through any of that alone.
It makes so much sense that it still hurts. When people act like nothing happened, it can make you feel invisible in your own story. That’s such a heavy thing to carry, and I’m really sorry you’ve had to. I wish you’d had someone back then who could give you the support you deserved and still deserve.

The way you talk about wanting to work with kids and give them the love you didn’t get is touching and says so much about who you are and about your strength and kindness. Even if it doesn’t feel like healing yet, I think it’s already part of it.

I know that feeling of wishing you could go back and comfort your younger self. I think a lot of us carry that ache. But maybe, in some way, every time you show kindness to yourself now or imagine a better future, you’re doing just that.
You’re not alone here. You’re allowed to feel everything you’re feeling. You’re allowed to take up space. And you’re allowed to hope, even if it’s fragile. We are here for you.