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ive been shppping and bought xmas presents but it was ok.

@Sian321 also your dog is sooooo cuteeee🥹

Hey @Sian321 i have received support from new pathways but it was hard because I struggle talking verbally to people I don’t know especially about things like trauma and it was over the phone so I couldn’t write things down like I would normally communicate when I can’t verbally and when I started talking to her she kinda told me off for crying she said “if you are going to cry then we won’t talk about it” I didn’t say anything for the rest of the session and said I didn’t want to see her anymore and moving in supported living does sound really exiting and independent but it’s also terrifying I kinda sectioned the positives and negatives to way out which ones have more positives I will have my own room and independence and hopefully make new friends the negatives are sharing a bathroom (I am a germ freak I am terrified of germs) and sharing a shower sounds scary too because it’s not your family your sharing with it’s strangers and shared living room and kitchen I don’t think I will cope sensory wise I get overstimulated really easy and sensory overloads for example I had 2 today but yeah I don’t know I’m 18 In 5 months so I have got a bit to think about it I just don’t know but yeah❤️

Do SHOUT use WhatsApp or signal bc of msging charges

Wen I go in to deep in panic n thinking I can't do stuff I enjoy. I just go to sleep n4 it takes hold. It's gets hold and I panic n start the email rant coz I hav to tell someone how I feel

I heard they mentioned me in a team meeting too

@eylah he did say in the email tht he was concerned about my wellbeing but the things I write n say is without a filter. Is tht reactive a8u5e. Is it my fought? Is he naffed off tht I notice things tht r triggers. No-one has come to talk to me about stuff, y? They avoid. Every gd support workers have gone.
Wen I'm not gaming I think everything is turmoil.
I'm supposed to hav support for mental health but they are 🤬 not every cqc rating is up to date, so b careful.