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Time for another ranty thread

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    fadedangelfadedangel Posts: 263 The Mix Regular
    Floxy said:
    J'ai la gueule de bois. :#

    I’m gonna guess does that mean, I have a hangover?? 
    « I have been through hell but the best is yet to come « 
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    fadedangelfadedangel Posts: 263 The Mix Regular
    Thoughtsy said:
    Floxy said:
    J'ai la gueule de bois. :#

    I’m gonna guess does that mean, I have a hangover?? 
    I take French 😂
    « I have been through hell but the best is yet to come « 
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    [Deleted User][Deleted User] Posts: 0 Just got here
    Oui, Madam.
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
    Cant wait to die. Any luck I suddenly die in my sleep. Please pray for me :) 
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    fadedangelfadedangel Posts: 263 The Mix Regular
    Shaunie said:
    Cant wait to die. Any luck I suddenly die in my sleep. Please pray for me :) 
    Aww Shaunie, no please don’t say that. I know how you feel i hate myself i feel the same but there’s hope for us to feel better <3

    Im always here, your welcome to pm me x
    « I have been through hell but the best is yet to come « 
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
    I dont deserve hope. I’m scum of earth but thank you
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    Thoughtsy said:
    Back in hospital  :'( 
    Aww I’m so sorry, I hope your okay - thinking about you ♥️
    My inbox is always open if you need me sweetie. 

    - Lauren xx
    Thank you ... hoping to get out tomorrow!  <3
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
    Feel like death. Cant breath
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
    Really suicidal & dont think anyone even cares. Why am I still alive 😭
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    Shaunie said:
    Really suicidal & dont think anyone even cares. Why am I still alive 😭
    We care  <3 what's going on? You're alive cause you're time hasn't come yet, you still have so many amazing things to do and achieve.

    'Theres an end to every storm. Once all the tree's have been uprooted, once all the houses have been ripped apart. The wind will hush, the clouds will part, the rain will stop. The sky will clear in an instant and only then, in those quiet moments after the storm, do we learn we were strong enough to survive it' 
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    independent_independent_ Community Champion Posts: 8,617 Legendary Poster
    My laptop isn’t working again:(
    “Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to, it’s not for them.”
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    [Deleted User][Deleted User] Posts: 0 Just got here
    My laptop isn’t working again:(
    I'm so sorry your laptop is failing. Is it new? Or could you get someone to repair it? Getting a quote first, though! ...I have a used laptop, an Asus. Though cheap and cheerful it does a good job. My ex left it me so I didn't need to pay, but there are very cheap laptops around if you search.


    My rant. Well, it's not a rant really. Just feel ghastly. I need a heart op but that won't be for a fortnight. Except that I feel so down... feels I don't belong here anymore.
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,795 Master Poster
    I feel so bad for you. I hope that the operation goes well. You do belong here.
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    @Floxy good luck with the op! Thinking of you  <3
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    Past UserPast User Posts: 976 Part of The Mix Family
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,795 Master Poster
    Oh no @Meggles I hope that you`ll be ok
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    fadedangelfadedangel Posts: 263 The Mix Regular
    Aww @Meggles I hope you will be okay, sending hugs ♥️
    « I have been through hell but the best is yet to come « 
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    [Deleted User][Deleted User] Posts: 0 Just got here
    @Floxy good luck with the op! Thinking of you  <3
    Thank you @BubblesGoesBoo

    About the op I'm anxious, though that is natural. I'm very pleased a top heart surgeon is going to perform the op which my dear aunt Fiona is paying for. Afterwards I hope to become stronger. I may have to have the op sooner, however, as there plans to get me home to Mallorca while I'm healthy and haven't gone down with a cold and the surgeon needs me healthy.

    Much as The Mix has been wonderfully supportive to me, lately it hasn't good for my emotional health being here. I can't help as much as I would have wanted, for reading some posts have become difficult and triggering, leaving me very anxious and feeling vulnerable. I'm afraid this cannot be discussed further, but I may have to leave.

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    LaineLaine Deactivated Posts: 2,762 Boards Guru
    Awesome Floxy I'm so sorry that hear that.  You will be missed greatly ❤

    🌈Positive thoughts🌈

    "This is my family. I found it, all on my own.
    It's little, and Broken, but still good. Yeah. Still good." ~ Stitch

    "Lately, I've been struggling with all the simple things in my life" ~ Cian Ducrot

    "I don't know if it's because my heart hurts or I'm insecure" ~ Juice Wrld
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    @Floxy I'm sure it will all go fine, keep us updated if you can! 

    I'm so sorry to hear you might be leaving us, you'll be missed!  <3 
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    AbigailAbigail Posts: 818 Part of The Mix Family
    Sorry can I rant a minute? 

    Last time i am ever going abroad with this family. They course me more anxiety than i do when i am waiting for results. Walk up after an early flight on the plane get a suitcase lobed on my knee and i dont get my heafphones off the plan so the £30 gone thanks to them and now i feel like i want to cry but i cant cry because he doesn't give a shit about me and by emotional state. Fuck this week off counselling I will have to send her a message asking for help!! I need to get rid of this sick feeling as its eating away at me and it just isn't helping me. 

    Really hope everyone's mornings have gone better than mine. 
    Some people think I am unhappy. I'm not. I just approach silence in the world that never stops talking.
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    LaineLaine Deactivated Posts: 2,762 Boards Guru
    When you're in loads of pain, out of chocolate, want to cry just because with no specific reason and you're laid here defeated after having dealt with this for years and yet not be used to it and worst of all knowing this was preventable and your doctor doesn't care enough to do owt.

    I just feel so fat and sad and in pain and worthless(which is an overreaction to one doctor being shit but eh PMDD what can you do) 

    X

    🌈Positive thoughts🌈

    "This is my family. I found it, all on my own.
    It's little, and Broken, but still good. Yeah. Still good." ~ Stitch

    "Lately, I've been struggling with all the simple things in my life" ~ Cian Ducrot

    "I don't know if it's because my heart hurts or I'm insecure" ~ Juice Wrld
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,795 Master Poster
    Support chat is still open. :):) :P
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    LaineLaine Deactivated Posts: 2,762 Boards Guru
    Has it had a glitch again Kasa?  I remember when GC did haha good times :)

    🌈Positive thoughts🌈

    "This is my family. I found it, all on my own.
    It's little, and Broken, but still good. Yeah. Still good." ~ Stitch

    "Lately, I've been struggling with all the simple things in my life" ~ Cian Ducrot

    "I don't know if it's because my heart hurts or I'm insecure" ~ Juice Wrld
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,795 Master Poster
    But you can`t come.
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    LaineLaine Deactivated Posts: 2,762 Boards Guru
    Oh I see has it closed but remained open to those inside?  Yeah gC did that once 😂

    Hope you guys have a nice time x

    🌈Positive thoughts🌈

    "This is my family. I found it, all on my own.
    It's little, and Broken, but still good. Yeah. Still good." ~ Stitch

    "Lately, I've been struggling with all the simple things in my life" ~ Cian Ducrot

    "I don't know if it's because my heart hurts or I'm insecure" ~ Juice Wrld
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,795 Master Poster
    Haha. Thanks but I`m the only person
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,795 Master Poster
    They must have realised
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,795 Master Poster
    :(:'( Nooooo
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,795 Master Poster
    Damn
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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