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i mean they can say that and then i say how i don’t know how - physically dont know how to stop - not once have they even given me advice on how to. They probs want me dead
They make it sound like its my chioce still when i am pretty sure if i stop i will end up dead. I do want to die but not that way tbh.
So i just turn to stuff on the internet that says i should take less and less and eat more fibre and not to stop taking them suddenly. Or take less suddenly. Which have been trying to do.
So then she goes like oh - then jokely said - shall i go to my gp (and say she has mental health issues). Then she was like " i probably have something" she did say kinda jokely then i said - ah yeah we probably all do. But tbh i don’t know if she was being serious or not. You cant just pretend you have a mental illness for a job. But then i don’t know maybe she was actually telling me shes struggling.
No idea
Ah thanks
I try hard to not be mentally ill ahh
Now i do definetly understand why in my mental health awareness corse we learn about whats in "trend" and "fashionable" and thatself harm is for some with being mentally ill.
Nothing glamorous about it
bit weird and messed up if ask me
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CANT NOT FUCKING STAND IT SO I PUSH HER AND SHUT THE FUCK UP CALLING ME LAZY AND THEN I ATTEMpted to throw a hair brush at her but it missed her and hit the wall and now the wall has a dent in it and now my dad is going to kill me.
She told me to calm and that she was joking. CALLING ME LAZY 247 IS NOT JOKE ANYMORE
IT IS FUCKING HORRIBLE TO LIVE WITH WHEN I FEEL SO DEPRESSED ALREADY.
Now she has gone and sent a message on tbe grouo chat in which my older sister and her husband is in about how ive made a dent in the wall in the living room in which is in an obvious place.
Now i look like a psycho on the group chat. She sent them a picture of the dent and said its massive and it was because she was joking about somethingg. Ummm DONT THINK THAY IS THE WHOLE FUCKING PICTURE HUN. FUCKING ASSHOLE. I AM LAZY BUT I AM ALSO DEPRESSED AND CANT FUCKING STAND BEING MADE TO FEEL SO MUCH WORSE. FELT LIKE HURTIN HER MORE THAN JUST PUSHING HER
i dont want to go 😭😭😭😭😭😭. & i don’t know how im going to fix the dent in the wall
my family are moaning so much 😭😭
killl me
But i normally brush my teeth 3 times a day now. But now is about 4/5 and i want to brush my teeth after everything i eat & my sister thinks im weird.
and at work i was just wanting to brush my teeth eventho i didnt have a tooth brush and no where to do it & it definetly would Be bit weird.
Not that its a bad thing to want to brush teeth all time but i barely have money for food let alone load of tooth paste lol
@kathleen0172
I was just thinking my gums are hurting and then i was thinking its probs cause of my wisdom teeth growing and like min ago i jsut thought omg maybe i am doing it too much aha. Guess that will put me off getting obsessed with it and save money aha
Ughh i give up with everyone fed up of being blamed all the time
omggg why is some guy sending me pictures of his self harming saying i dont care that much if my replies are slow and i never want to meet him again and that he will self harm again and find something sharper. Omggg that is not my problem. - by that i dont mean i dont care. But you cant make people feel bad for what you do. And now he is making out like he is going to kil himself now. You cant put that on someone
@The Mix Sorry for all the swearing but I am in a lot of pain and angry at myself.
"The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
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