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    June 14 Comment
  • Kasa2103
    Hi. I hope you are OK. Sending you a big hug and lots of encouragement. Oh and Jiggy (one of my cats) sends you lots of purrs and licks  (ha ha.) That cat is just like a dog at times. She is hilarious. Remember to stay strong and fight through every day like the beautiful strong person you are.
    June 11 Comment
    • kathleen0172
      kathleen0172
      Aww, you're so lovely <3 That honestly means so much to me. Sending a huge hug, and my cat sends yours and yourself even more purrs ;)
    • Kasa2103
      Kasa2103
      Thank you so much. I never knew you have a cat. That is so so so cute. I love cats so much. I actually have 3 but only 1 actually likes The Mix. How could the other 2 not like The Mix isn't it?
    • kathleen0172
      kathleen0172
      Don't thank me, thank you bud :) Yeah, I have a handsome boy called Sooty. I love cats too, they're sooo soo sweet. There have been times when I've been crying and Sooty's tried to cheer me up <3 Your cats must be adorable haha :)
    • Kasa2103
      Kasa2103
      Awwwww Sooty sounds so beautiful and caring. You deserve Sooty and Sooty deserves you. I love the name that was chosen. They are sometimes adorable except when they use me as a towel or a bed when they are wet. Now that gets annoying and wet cat on me is one of my pet peeves.
    • kathleen0172
      kathleen0172
      He is a lovely cat. I think he's way too handsome for me, but I'm grateful to have him :) I decided to call him Sooty because he's a black and white cat, and it makes him look like a white cat who got covered in soot. He also does just go around getting sooty and dusty all the time lol. Aww, I bet they are utterly fab, and yeah wet cat does kind of suck :D
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  • Can't believe it's tomorrow. Wish she was still with us. Maybe it's my fault she died. *Now here's where I'd like to share a detail but can't 'cause The Mix would bloody moan.*


    June 12 Comment
  • Please can someone help:(((((((

    Being a bit pathetic here lol.
    June 6 Comment
  • I'm sad:(
    June 6 Comment
  • I've been talking to myself through PMs haha. I must be lonely.

    At least I can say whatever the fuck I want without judgment or feeling like I'm bothering people or spamming the place.
    June 5 Comment
  • Someone needs to save me because I can't fight this battle. I'm not sure if it ever was a battle, or if it was just me wishing there was some kind of hope when life is actually hopeless. :D
    June 5 Comment
  • I'm a terrible person:'((((
    June 4 Comment
    • Shaunie
      Shaunie
      You are not. I saw your post you made not that long ago and all the things you think you have done wrong. I hope i can bring that up since maybe you mean that. But Honestly everyone has done a few things they now know are wrong and cant change what we have done. Only recongise and improve. Theres something i have always felt awful about and its the fact that when i was in school my best friend told me she was bi sexual. - i called her an attention seeker and that she isnt. I still feel awful. I still speak to her sometimes. Never spoke about that since i said it but i still feel like i am awful person and it affected her. But i have realised - doing terrible things dont make you a terrible person. Doing "terrible" things and never feeling any regret and carrying on doing it - can make you a "terrible" person(guess even then it depends) But youre not a terrible person
    • Shaunie
      Shaunie
      And the stuff you said you did - i dont think was even "terrible". And sorry if ive said wrong thing. I wont be offended if you delete this while post ah. <3
    • kathleen0172
      kathleen0172
      Aww. Thank you so much. You didn't say the wrong thing at all. It means a lot <3

      But I am terrible:( I just feel like a complete fuck-up and useless and unwanted and unlikable and unimportant and hated. Feels like I'm fucking up even now, not just in the past:( idek how. But pretty sure I don't deserve to live.

      And my sibling doesn't help. Long story short they're making me think that I should just stop talking about how I feel. They think that my misery is my own fault and that I'm always whining about it. But anyway. And I just got told that I'm the rude one. I don't think that's true at all but my mind is saying that it is and I should kill myself :))
    • Shaunie
      Shaunie
      Aw that does sound overwhelming :( I Dont see you like that - rude or terrible. Hope you're feeling better today
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  • Guess who's sad:((((((((
    June 3 Comment
  • I'm actually considering getting some sugar free throat sweets so that I can try to numb my vocal cords. Lol no joke. May sound dramatic but it's just that putting up with the pain almost all the time gets horrible.
    June 3 Comment
  • My vocal cords are actually hurting so much lol.

    So's my mind. So much pain and distress and difficulty.
    June 2 Comment
  • I'm really really struggling and feel awful:( Feel like killing myself or having a panic attack or some shit.

    I'm the only one who can help me and change my life. But is so hard because I'm full of doubt and depression and dk how to get the will.
    June 2 Comment
  • :'-( I'm so weak, everything's too strong to fight lol.

    Dk what's happening to me. I'm just struggling all the time. I hardly even know what it's like to not constantly have all these thoughts and feelings.
    May 25 Comment
  • I feel awful lol.
    May 25 Comment
  • :-( Nobody cares. My brain's telling me they're just using me or faking it. Or that I hold virtually no importance to them and they're just being nice. Or that if they knew more about me they'd turn against me. Or that I'm annoying and they're about to hate me.

    Why didn't I have my account deleted. I ended up avoiding it for the sake of, maybe some people here might actually need me in some way. But doubt it lol. Probably want me to leave.
    May 25 Comment
  • Please send help.
    May 24 Comment
    • Shaunie
      Shaunie
      Hey, whats wrong?
    • kathleen0172
      kathleen0172
      Aw thank you <3 I've been abducted by aliens and they want to kill me. It's hard to breathe up here in space too, so suffocation might kill me first. Pretty terrified tbh. Not sure how I have wifi.

      Lol not really. Just mental suffering.
    • Shaunie
      Shaunie
      Oh gosh i was reading that begining, getting scared you was having delusions ahah.
      Here if wanna talk about it more <3
    • kathleen0172
      kathleen0172
      Probs not a good idea, I'd never shut up lol. Thank you for all your kindness Shaunie <3
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  • Help.
    May 23 Comment