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Struggling to stay alive.
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Hey Suzy - can you tell us a bit more about what happened last night? It's not entirely clear ? I'm sorry to hear that you're in pain though *hug*
Hey Jo,
Had an amazing day yesterday, but as I knew there would be a shitty comedown too it. It was more shitier than I thought it would be.. My side is killing me, I don't know why, When I was working I got this really bad pain in my left hand side.. To the point it put me to the floor and I was unable to breath right. I was a silly owl last night which is why I think my head hurts.. My arms well... I harmed last night.. Just hurts more than normal...
The pain you describe sounds serious so it's important to get this seen to - if you're not sure you can call NHS 111 to talk to a trained adviser.
I'm sorry to hear that your arm is hurting after self-harm, do you feel able to manage it or do you think it might need to be looked at? If it's still hurting after a day or two then it would be worth getting it checked out in case of infection. You could also take a look at out first aid info to make sure you're looking after yourself properly: http://www.thesite.org/mental-health/looking-after-yourself/general-first-aid-6282.html
*hug*
I had a date yesterday, was such an amazing day, despite people being annoying. We where walking though a shop, holding hands as you do and all then, when we where approached by the shop owner, asking us to leave as 'our kind' wernt welcome in his store. We did that, but just to sicken him we kissed on the way out.
The pain hurts, but it's just one of them things I guess.
I don't know yet if I need someone to look at it, I have a strong dislike to going to hospital and stuff about things self harm related. Thanks though.
*hug*
I'm so proud of you for getting this far owlie, you know where I am if you need a chat
I wish I could get out of this stupid cycle I wish I could just end it all right, I'm so stupid I can't even do that
You're not stupid at all lovely.
I'm very stupid my lovely. I can't do anything right. I can't even leave this all behind.
You can do lots right owlie! You make people smile that's for sure.
The slutty kettle makes people smile.
That's true, but you also make people smile
How much are you eating at the moment? I do hope your goal weight isn't something silly, but reasonable. How are you doing lovely?
Pretty much long story short, I'm allowed 1720 a day, I only had around 700 of them, as a result it's saying that I'm not getting enough calories, but that makes me super happy.
I just want to hide from the world. Hide somewhere where no one can find me, that would make me super happy. No one finds me and everyone things I'm gone. Happy owl. What's the point in all this? All I do is upset people. Such a stupid useless person.
You're always needed little owl
I'm sorry that you're finding things so hard right now *hug*
I'm proud of you for getting this far. I'll be around until silly hours if you need a natter
I'm not but.. I just get in everyones way. *hug*
I'm afraid not little owl, you're so so strong. You can get through this, I'll be right here whenever you need me.
Stay strong lovely