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Struggling to stay alive.
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I wish I could take all your pain away. I am here for you.
Could you speak to somebody at work about how those people are making you feel?
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
*hug*
I've spoke to Paul and the senior staff countless times about it, maybe they are right... Maybe i should just stop breathing? Everyone's happy that way.
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
don't be:)
Hugs
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Sorry... I'll shh.. Forget I said anything *vanishes*
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Tis ok:) It's what I have to do:)
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
I can't. I've tried long enough now. I'm sorry.
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
It won't but thank you, I'm just getting in everyones way. There's no need for me here anymore. Everyone will be happier once I'm gone, that's a fact of life that I've been told a lot. Once I go people can go back to having a normal life without me. Sure I was an accident anyway... I should not have even been born as I get told.
Please..
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
My own family wish I was never born. I was an accident child. They only need me here for my money. I only worry and upset people by talking. Hence why I never speak now. On here and in person. I just get in everyones way. I'm just a pointless person, there's no room for me in this world. I'm sorry my sweet but it's the truth.
Please just remember that we do care.
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
I'm sorry my lovely... Its not you, your trying your best. I'm just being stupid and wont take the help... I'm sorry. I'm just stupid. Sorry.
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Sending hugs your way x
Still alive sadly if that helps?
Work was shit, everything is shit. I'll be fine:)
I'm not glad,but thank you. I'd only get in the way, It's ok:) x
I've been wanting to reply since last night, but I don't really know what I can say or do to help, I did want to offer you *hug*'s and let you know I'm here if you need a chat, and I'm always a message away (Facebook message away), obviously, as I don't have my PM's on, because turning PM's on is effort, and I don't do effort
I'm glad you're still alive, and to be fair, I always am, I love seeing you around, I might not always show it, but I'm like your post stalker
You do say sorry a lot though :chin: - You have nothing to apologize for, you don't need to apologize for being here, you don't need to apologize for posting, half of the things you say, you don't need to apologize for. This is a support forum, and were here to support you, and other fellow users, and it's great to see you taking on the support, and reaching out to users here.
How is online counselling going? I recall you saying it's coming to an end, is there anyway around getting extended sessions, or to arrange alternative support with your counsellor? (My little sisters just stormed into my room and stole £20 off me, evil sister)! I clearly get distracted far to easily!
But Owlie, I'm here for ya' chuck, so are many users on TS. It's been proved that people do care, just be taking a few minutes responding to your thread, so keep reaching out - Were here for you
Best wishes, and look after yourself!!
WhispersOfTheHeart
:yes: ^^
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They specialise in supporting young people that are losing hope in life, it sounds like that's how you've been feeling at times so please remember that you have not been forgotten. Of course we are all here to listen too *hug*
I've been trying to answer this for ages and could not think of how is best, so I'll give it a bash. I know your only a message away but I don't want to get in your way or worry you like I have done with others
I'm not very glad I'm still alive, I've lot a lot of people down cause I've been silly.. I just I don't know how much longer I can keep up the full 'I'm strong and nothing upsets me' thing.
I say sorry for getting in everyones way and the fact that they take time out to answer me giving off makes me feel bad..
My online counselling finishes this Wednesday, well she thinks it's this week, we might have an extra week but she had to check so I'll know on Wednesday. I don't feel ready for it to end... I've only started to like open up to her
Thank you Jo, hope in life has been lost a long time ago and don't think it will be coming back anytime soon. But thank you
*hug*
Was a few days clean... I'm not anymore, once again I've messed up *sighs*
It's okay not to be okay too. I might have asked this before so apologies if so but what are you holding on for? What's that one thing that sometimes gives you a tiny bit of hope?
When living with my family it's not ok not to be ok. They just expect me to be able to deal with this all on my own.. I wonder do they ever stop and think that she's human too... Maybe she's not dealing with this? Then again I laugh that off because they don't really care.
The tiny bit of hope- My little sisters, if I go they are left with my mother. I don't want her to do the same thing to the girls as she is doing do me. The twins deserve a life, I don't. If anything I have to stick around for them. I will not let my mother hurt my sisters the same way she's hurting me. It's not fair on them.