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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
I don't want you to stop breathing, I love you lots and you deserve to be alive. I know life is tough at the minute but it wont always be this way I promise you.
How would you feel about opening up to somebody at work? They may be understanding and help you
You don't need to feel horrible, we feel things that doesn't make us horrible, things happen and we find those things hard to deal with, it is no reflection on you as a person. *hug*
You are NOT a failure either. I will tell you that every day if I have to til you believe me.
I am sorry to hear how much you are missing your Nana.. You will get through this though you are strong. I promise you!! x
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Owlie loves you lots and lots too. The only person that I could really open up to would be Paul... He's the only one that I would really trust not to judge me. There was comments made last night about my arms which made me feel even shitter than what I was already feeling. I also burnt my hand with boiling water which is now out in blisters -_- Such a stupid twat.
I feel horrible at the fact I'm struggling to cope with it all..I should be able to, I should be used to it by now I've been doing it for 14 years.
I should be used to my nana not being here... It's been over a year, I keep expecting her to phone, or land at the house. I hate feeling like this.. I keep trying to push it to the back of my head and not think about it. She would be so proud of us all.. My brother for getting the job in the Police, the twins for doing well in school. It kills me knowing that she will never know about any of this. It hurts so bad, I miss everything about her...
You are not a stupid twat at all.
Just because you are struggling it doesn't mean you have to feel horrible for that. People can deal with something for years and years and still struggle with it.
Just cos it's been over a year it doesn't make it any easier *hug*
I have found this website that may be offer you some support or at least help you through this time.
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
I just feel like I should be used to her not being around by now.. Blugh sorry
You will be fine at the nursery, you are a kind, lovely and caring individual. The nursery are very lucky to have you there.
Do you know what age you are going be working with?
If you need any tips or advice then I am here. *hug*
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
I know it's with babies or toddlers.. Not to sure yet, I'm really scared.. Incase I like hurt them or something.. The staff there are okish.
Thank you lots *hug*
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
I'm there till 30th January, I'm so nervous... I know I most likely won't hurt a child, but I'm super scared incase the like grab my arm or something.. I still have stitches in, and my uniform is short selves.. Which is just adding to everything.. I'm scared I won't be able to cope with the demands of the little humans, or that my knees arnt going to work
I happened to be going through my laptop there and I came across the thing I wrote for my nana's funeral... Currently sat crying my eyes out
When you're feeling low late at night, would you consider calling or texting the Samaritans? Or Papyrus?
*hug*
If you truly believe that then how come you post on here? I'm not digging, I'm genuinely just trying to get you thinking about things. Of course you deserve help and support and I believe you want it *hug*
I'm glad to hear your day is going okay.
Services like us and Samaritans exist so that people don't have to cope on their own. It's what we're here for! So you don't ever need to feel a burden. Being able to reach out is a strength, not a weakness and you do deserve support as butterfly says *hug*
Great to hear your day is going okay so far, good on you :yes:
I'll stop posting then. Sorted.
I don't really deserve it.. I'm just in the way and worry people.
Today was amazing, I love the little humans so much, I got so many hugs! The only down side was to a child pee'ed on me
On the shitter side of everything... My uncle stole someones wallet, and it turns out he's now wanted by the police... I'm fucking sick of this!
Urgh Suzy that's not what I meant. Quote "I'm. not. digging."
Also quote "Of. course. you. deserve. help. and. support."
But okay, whatever.
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As you pointed out, I said I don't deserve help you pointed out that I'm still posting. Therefore as I don't deserve it I won't post. Sorted. Can't have it both ways.
Giant owlie cuddles, It's ok lovely
I, and others, are saying you do though. I didn't say that to make you shut up, I said it to try and get you properly thinking but I shouldn't have fucking bothered.
Okay... *see* you when you post later then
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