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Can someone please please help me?!
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I was forced into speaking with an adviser person today, at school. But she was really judgemental and it was basically like having a coversation with my mum.
Hopefully I will be speaking to my mental health nurse later this evening, I emailed her last night and she said she will ring me at some stage. I'm not too sure but I might refer myself back to the teenage mental health place I was at before. I don't want to get rid of the baby, despite the fact it would be so much easier, and this means I need to be well and thinking clearly. At the moment all I want to do is die. I can't control how I feel and I am scared I will do something, I want to be somewhere where I know I am safe and will be looked after.
my mum has gone away for the weekend because she doesn't want to be around me. i can't eat or drink because everything is thrown back up. i feel dizzy and haven't slept in ages. i want someone to love me, give me a hug and tell me things will be ok. :crying:
That is really irresponsible of her to leave you like that but perhaps this will give her time to think about things and clear her mind a bit.
What it does mean is that you have a weekend to look after yourself, try your best to enjoy yourself and just relax. Do you have no relatives that you can go and visit? *hug*
I am meeting with my mental health nurse later, I was on the phone with her last night and this morning but I couldn't tell her everything because I was crying too much.
Have you tried calling up Nightline or any other people that you can chat to for support?
Not free?! That's ridiculous! Are there any freephone numbers you could find?
I really do hope you get the help you deserve x
I am going to start having treatment of depression again. But she feels that if I continue to feel so unhappy then I will need to be admitted into hospital because I could be endangering my life and the baby's.
There is something else too. By ex keeps sending me texts saying I am a slut and he is glad I am unhappy. It is like he was messing me around the whole time and he wanted this to happen. He knew everything that happened before and he said he loved me and would support me through the good and the bad times and he didn't care that I had been in hospital being treated for mental illness and he would do anything he could. But now it seems that he is enjoying the fact that I feel like that again and he will do anything to aid it. He said no one would care if I was dead and it would be better.
i wasn't planning on telling her about my ex anyway but i am scared and alone and he is making things so much worse. i am carrying his baby and he wants me dead.
attempted suicide.
and my ex was a born twat.
i hate him. i hate him. i hate him.
Block any way of communication he has with you.
:yes: Your nurse seems to be helping you a lot, make sure you keep in touch with her. Your mum sounds like she having a hard time coping with all the changes, but you need to sit down with her and have a proper talk at some point.
Block all your exs means of communication with you, ignore his calls/delete his emails and texts and block him on your social networking sites and ifs being that much of an abusive twat, you need to tell someone, your mum, mental health nurse, a teacher, someone. Nothing gives him the right to act like a nasty piece of shit.
Let's just say frunk or no drink YOU should begin to understand LIFE and hw life evloces around YOU and not everyone else.. depending on everyone elses opinions and others mischevious endavours to ruin everything for you, will only slowly and gradually bring you under a spell of evil and ruination.
I have not only once pointed you in the direction of books, but twice for the reason that books begin with self help and not reliant help... Yes the only way out is to find it within you to understand what you want and not what the evil and unconcious minds of others do...
No matter what this world consists of may it be good or bad there is always some cunt out there that has no understanding of what they do to another and with this they cause great grief and destruction.. the thing is that if you can understand this behaviour you can be the one that returns from the mind sulk and into a world of peace..
Ypu may or may not understand what I portray to you now, but I'm sure that if you wait the long haul for help from another you will see that all along if you had of taken the time to repair yourself while worrying less everything would have became clearer more quicker..
Everything I say or anyone that provides help says to you can be found in the Bible but not only does it need to be found there, because the people who wrote any book to help a person in need, did it because they have something of absolute value to the human mind...
The humand mind is a strange place to live but understanding it and forgetting that other peoples opinions are upsetting can really change your life and leave the evil to lay in sin
Drunken advice may not be the best... no offence.
On another note, my jeans are slightly tighter =\
And when am I going to have to remove my belly button piercing?
Not til you get proper bump bump you can get plastic retainers put in that stretch with your bump as it grows it wont heal up if you had it done year plus it wont heal up anyway
Glad that some people are out there helping you - even if they arent' your immediate family.
If you save the nasty text messages you can get your phone company to block his number if you can prove he is harrasing you - they might also come in useful at a later date.....