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[OLD] The 'I need a hug' thread - please read first post before posting :)

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    Butterfly23Butterfly23 Posts: 810 Part of The Mix Family
    @Shaunie

    Just keep going, you will get to a point eventually where things feel good for a bit and thats worth fighting for 💗
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
    Thanks
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
    Still sad :(
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit


    Lol
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit


     
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    davcr0ckdavcr0ck Posts: 774 Part of The Mix Family
    Shaunie said:


     
    Thanks @Shaunie, see that stopped me from doing something stupid because I got me laughing so thanks 😊
    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    I feel so disgusting right now. Went on a 12 hour drinking binge yesterday, not only am I hanging, sore and tired. But I'm full of cold and cough from probably walking back in a torrential downpour. 
    Everything is to much right now. Small things are triggering big flashbacks I really thought I had burried. All I keep wanting is to turn to alcohol.
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
    edited July 2019
    How do I get the images of me killing myself, out of my head. It's kinda peaceful but kinda distressing at same time, since I'm alive and not resting in peace

    ( im safe & all that)

    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
    Shaunie said:
     

    How do I get the images of me killing myself, out of my head.

    Die obvs
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
    (Not in crisis)

    Samaritans nearly keep starting every message with saying they're very concerned about me. Shouldn't be. No one else is. All going to end anyways maybe not today but I know I am fed up and i don’t know how much longer can cope :'(
    i keep thinking why am I alive when I can end everything, all in a matter of seconds. Everything's empty. I can picture my life when I'm older and it's still as shit as it is now,so the kindest thing I can do to myself is kill myself. 
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,795 Master Poster
    I keep freaking out about going to the orthodontist on Monday.
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Spent most of today laying in bed sobbing at how horrible things have been..
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,147 Part of The Furniture
    Haven’t got work tomorrow now and really needed it as a distraction 😭
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    Just want to go home 😭😭
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,147 Part of The Furniture
    edited July 2019
    Today would of been my nieces 3rd birthday  :(
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    davcr0ckdavcr0ck Posts: 774 Part of The Mix Family
    Me trying to sleep but falling, this gonna be one long night, 
    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
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    davcr0ckdavcr0ck Posts: 774 Part of The Mix Family
    My dog is so nice to me, wakes me up at 0430 and now it's nearly 6am, 😭😭
    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
    I really need help 😭😭😭😭😭But i dont think anyone can help anymore.   I really dont want to be alive. I keep thinking about ways I will die and not end up in hospital or paralysed but be dead straight away and feel my thoughts are getting really serious.but I'm safe rn cause have work at 12:30. But I feel my thoughts are edging onto plans and I don’t know what to do. I keep thinking everyone dies so what's the difference and people die everyday I'm not important so anyone would care
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    Hey @Shaunie,

    I've noticed over the past couple of days of days you've been struggling. I'm sorry I haven't shown my support sooner but I felt the same yesterday and didn't want to pretend otherwise. 

    But what you just said about not being important enough for anyone to care is untrue. I cant speak for your home life, but I can say I've seen people on the boards who you've helped and cared for, who would be very hurt if something happened to you. I can say personally that seeing you confide a lot in others and be open, gave me confidence and assurance it was right to look for support here. Like it or not, being that kind to people gets people invested in your own mental health.

    You doubled down a lot about not being in crisis but the things you've been thinking contradict that, especially now you're hinting at plans. I wish you weren't hurting this much, as I imagine everybody else here wishes too, you dont deserve this. 

    Sorry for ranting, if theres anything I can do to help, let me know. :)
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
    edited July 2019
    Thank you @Spook98 <3
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,795 Master Poster
    I think that my face looks like such an ugly chocolate chip that has been blown up. Oh yeah I don't need to think it because it is true. I don't know why I am bothering with getting braces tomorrow. What difference will it make to my ugliness? I am so fucking ugly.  I am uglier than a squashed slug coated in poop (yuck!) Sorry if my description is a bit crude but you get the idea of how ugly I am.
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    edited July 2019
    Took me hours to build myself up to go to asda. im really struggling with anxiety, really worked hard on getting myself mentally sorted to get there... 
    But..


    I forgot it was Sunday and It's closed.
    I'm such a dick. Literally sat crying like an idiot.

    I'm fucking useless. Really really useless
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,147 Part of The Furniture
    @GreenTea your not useless ❤️

    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
    edited July 2019
    Millie2787 said:
    @GreenTea your not useless ❤️

    Yay you're using the gif I posted day ago lol I love this gif. We should spam it now and again aha

    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
     
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,147 Part of The Furniture
    Shaunie said:
    Millie2787 said:
    @GreenTea your not useless ❤️

    Yay you're using the gif I posted day ago lol I love this gif. We should spam it now and again aha

    @Shaunie shows how much attention I pay 😂
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,795 Master Poster
    I really will not be able to deal with the new nickname in September. I am getting braces tomorrow so you can guess the nickname people will give me.
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
    edited July 2019
    I self harmed cause feel I need new skin & don't like my body


    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
    Just had a proper vivid dream that I killed myself. Guessing it worked cause I woke up 
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    davcr0ckdavcr0ck Posts: 774 Part of The Mix Family
    I don't want to get out of bed, I feel terrible mentally and i don't want to leave the house, I just want to lay here and forget about all the crappy nightmares I had last night and the night before, 

    Probably my mum is gonna force me out of bed 😭😭😢😢
    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
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