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You sound to me Stacey like a very resilient young woman, and who has been able to sort her life and be quite content - not every survivor can say the same. But I also suspect that you've been quite alone in all this, and it has begun to take its toll on you. Sooner or later this happens, which is why I think some form of therapy might be good for you. I know talking to a complete stranger doesn't sound appealing, but when you get past the initial awkwardness you realise how great it is to have someone who's sole mission is to listen and support you.
Anyway, that's just my opinion. I only hope you get through this. And finally, at the risk of sounding like a mod I've put some links here about Post Traumatic Stress Disorder just in case.
http://familydoctor.org/624.xml
http://www.rcpsych.ac.uk/mentalhealthinformation/mentalhealthproblems/posttraumaticstressdisorder/posttraumaticstressdisorder.aspx
sorry
it may not mean much comin over the net but im proud of you. you obviously have come a long way and its really good that you opened up to your dr. just try and look for the little positive things. chin up
as soon as I get one thing sorted, something else comes up to bring me down to rock bottom. I mean, I try to keep on top of things and be really positive and optomistic, then I get more stuff piled on or something that reminds me that Im a screw up.
bah.
Your not a screw up, far from it. No matter how hard you try you cant always be on top of everything .
I always want to try to be on top of everything. I've learnt in the past year or so, you can't pin your problems on someone else, its always your fault if your not up to standard. Thats why I always try to be on top so I dont make mistakes or fuck up too bad. Its just too hard to do.
ETA: sorry for being a drag.
well done!!!
im on a week at the moment
keep it up sofie
Its OK if its just one night, long as you dont get hooked too bad
depends on your wheelpower. Im sure you can beat it though.
Just a set back mate. I know how ya feeling, but going a few weekends is definetely an acheivment.
thanks sofie. the light just keeps moving further away from me. i was so close to grabbing it, holding it, but now i cant do it
You can do this Kirtsy, I know you can. You've come a very very long way, and setbacks are nowhere near as bad as they seem at the time. *Hugs* I'll make sure you get a massive hug when I see you in a couple of weeks. xx
Havent slipped up yet tonight, just came so close and scared the shit out of myself. Think i may have to get rid of my blade for good, knowing it isnt doing me any good at all just being there. Thankyou for the hugs xx