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lostandalone wrote: »
ive first cut when i was 9... ive been diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety. i am going to be going to a school in about a week or so that will help me with these issues. i hate crying and when i feel like i may cry i cut and it makes the pain go away and i just feel.. at peace, sorta serene and calm. i no i am addicted to it and it is really hard not to do it. i cant describe how i feel to people because no one gets it. they all think its stupid and whatever but its not to me. i have had quite a few suicide attempts. for one i tried jumping off a balcony 3 times in one night but people kept stopping me. i tried jumping in front of a subway but someone tackled me to the ground before i could. i tried hanging myself but my mother would walk in. its all hard to deal with but i have gotten to the point where i am pretty much just numb and im tiered of everything.