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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Okay, if I make myself a new years jar, will you make one for yourself please? Then we can post our pictures on the thread to encourage other users? I really think you should have one.

    You're trying very hard and that's amazing in itself, you'll get there one day because you clearly want to :heart:
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I'll do my best, it means hunting for a jar again.. might just use my smurf tin... :heart:
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Smurf tin is fine as smurfs make you happy! Thank you :) I will make one too then :heart:
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    butterfly123 wrote: »
    Smurf tin is fine as smurfs make you happy! Thank you :) I will make one too then :heart:

    Awesomes:) :heart:
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Had alcohol every day since Sunday, which means meds aren't working which means shitty thoughts again :/


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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Sorry to hear that Sophie. Hope it's not too bad. We're here, so feel free to vent what's going on in your head if it helps at all or gets too much. *hug*
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    It's horrific I hate them :(
    Once again they're telling me how fat I am cos I've had tea, I know I'm fat and I know I need to purge.

    I don't like Christmas :'(

    *hug*


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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Sounds like you're having a tough day. Christmas can be so difficult. There's a societal presumption of jollity and happiness, but it really isn't that way for so many people.

    Is there anything you can do to make the rest of the day any easier? Perhaps excusing yourself to have some time on your own, so you can process everything and get some headspace?

    I know it's difficult, and it sounds really difficult for you today. I think that's just why I wonder what coping strategies you know work for you that can help you make it to the end of the day and feeling better about it all.

    Hugs! *hug*
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I'm texting papyrus ATM, but it's so hard cos I volunteer for them and don't want to make it obvious that it's me :/ they know I struggle and have sent amazing emails wishing me a better 2014.

    Trying to just sit down and not go upstairs so I don't purge, it's so difficult :/

    Huggles *hugs*


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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    sorry your voices are causing you problems.

    i hear them too, and it seems we're the same- as in, for both of us, they are worse at night
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Yeah they're definitely worst at night. The woman I see keeps appearing when I'm outside as well. So distressing!


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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Horrid thoughts of suicide again..


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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    We're here soph. The helplines you posted a few days ago, please use them.

    Has something happened? *hug*
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    try contacting some support sites and big *hug*
    keep posting on here and voices are never nice especially how youve described
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I've been texting papyrus.

    Not sure. Just came to me that I really do just want to die.


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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    That's good, is texting papyrus helping at all?

    I understand that's how you feel but nobody wants you to die soph *hug* remember we care so much.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    A little...

    Well I should die. What's actually here for me any more?


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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Your brother, your friends, us? So many people care about you, I wish you could see that.

    Who's going to teach us smurfy songs if you're not here?

    :heart:
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    They don't care.

    I'm pretty sure I've taught Helen and Jo enough smurfy stuff that they could easily replace me.


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    LauraOLauraO Posts: 535 Incredible Poster
    Hi Soph,

    Sorry to hear you're having these thoughts again. It's really positive that you're contacting papyrus, they are there to help. You said talking to them helped a little -do you find they are useful to talk to when you're feeling at crisis?

    You know that we all want you around and all care for you as Butterfly says. Keep talking to us here,

    LauraO
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    *hug* so many people care about you on here! you always make people feel welcome and i still dont know all the smurf songs, im still a smurf in training! no one wants you to die, continue to talk to people x
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Thanks Laura.
    Yeah. I know phoning them would help more but I can't phone them so have only been texting them.

    Hmm. Would be good without me here as well though - means one less person to have to care about.


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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    *hug* rosebud. YouTube has all the songs, I'm nothing important.

    It's just getting to hard.


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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    nope it wouldnt be better without you! we all care for each other and your there for people to and we all care about you.
    texting is good to, atleast your talking and being able to vent
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Remember how well you've been doing, how hard you've been trying. You can do this, you can :heart:
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I only cause arguments.

    I'm a lost cause.




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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Cause arguments on here, or just in life? I'm pretty sure that's not the case Soph.

    Have you had a good weekend?
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Both. I'm nothing. I don't mean to start arguments.

    I just can't handle it any more.


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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    You haven't caused any arguments on here. When you feel low you can't help getting angry.

    You can do this, do you want to?
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I don't know. I think I want to die.

    I'm going to ask about inpatient. I know it will be a crap way to start the new year but I guess it's a better stop then constantly planning to end my life?


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