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Re: Anybody want to vent or chat about anything? w/c 13.10.25
@Nathan i got given a paper bag to breathe in like in the movies I was shaking so bad tho and had to sit on the floor i was terrified bc it felt like everyone was mad at me
Re: Anybody want to vent or chat about anything? w/c 13.10.25
Redemption wrote: »I think everyone at my course thinks I have a problem
@Redemption screw what others think. All that matters is that you're there, you're trying, and you're improving. Screw anybody who judges you. What right have they got to judge, when they've not been in your shoes and faced the challenges you've faced.
Nathan
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Re: Anybody want to vent or chat about anything? w/c 13.10.25
I had a really bad panic attack and got sent home early today
Re: Anybody want to vent or chat about anything? w/c 13.10.25
I think everyone at my course thinks I have a problem
Denial
I know most people here will react alright about it, but it's just this world is mad and a lot of people are now against it and I don't necessarily want to give people a reason to have a bad opinion about me if you get what I mean.
I Don't even know if I should say it either, I know last night a lot of you were so supportive of my decisions on not sharing as of yet but I know it would be better to talk about it but it's just part of my mind is stopping me from saying it.
As I said last night, I'm in denial about a particular thing as I don't really believe the results to be honest.
I took a test and it has come back positive- not sure if I should say what type of test I took though. But anyway the positive result has thrown me off guard.
I Don't even know if I should say it either, I know last night a lot of you were so supportive of my decisions on not sharing as of yet but I know it would be better to talk about it but it's just part of my mind is stopping me from saying it.
As I said last night, I'm in denial about a particular thing as I don't really believe the results to be honest.
I took a test and it has come back positive- not sure if I should say what type of test I took though. But anyway the positive result has thrown me off guard.
Re: Anybody want to vent or chat about anything? w/c 13.10.25
I feel like shit today rly dont wanna go to school. Im sick, im tired, i didnt do anything last night if I keep going like this idk how ill get into any uni let alone Russel group im so fucking useless and I mess everything up idk wtf if wrong with me like why am I so lazy why cant I just function like a normal human being
Re: Aimee & Dottie …. Over and Out
Surprise !!
I promised I would keep you all updated - Unfortunately I had to withdraw from university back in June. Health and personal reasons meant I couldn’t carry on, which makes me sad because I was so close to graduating.
However - I secured a full time position in my dream setting, somewhere I wanted to work had I qualified. Hopefully im due to start soon, just waiting for references and occupational health clearance to be accepted.
I’ve been on some adventures since we last spoke … my last placement before leaving university was on a NICU and honestly I loved every second of it ! I’ve been to Benidorm, Disney land Paris and most recently I’ve just come back from turkyie, visiting the resort I went to 17 years ago was definitely a throw back…. Even right down to the fact that they still have the same sun lounger cushion patterns.
So what does the future look like for me - Well that’s a hard one, apart from having to leave my job of 7 years and starting my new one …. I don’t really know what the future holds or what travels I might embark on.
Just know I’m proud of each and every one of you here and whilst I may not be here, I’m always catching up on how your all doing ❤️
I promised I would keep you all updated - Unfortunately I had to withdraw from university back in June. Health and personal reasons meant I couldn’t carry on, which makes me sad because I was so close to graduating.
However - I secured a full time position in my dream setting, somewhere I wanted to work had I qualified. Hopefully im due to start soon, just waiting for references and occupational health clearance to be accepted.
I’ve been on some adventures since we last spoke … my last placement before leaving university was on a NICU and honestly I loved every second of it ! I’ve been to Benidorm, Disney land Paris and most recently I’ve just come back from turkyie, visiting the resort I went to 17 years ago was definitely a throw back…. Even right down to the fact that they still have the same sun lounger cushion patterns.
So what does the future look like for me - Well that’s a hard one, apart from having to leave my job of 7 years and starting my new one …. I don’t really know what the future holds or what travels I might embark on.
Just know I’m proud of each and every one of you here and whilst I may not be here, I’m always catching up on how your all doing ❤️
Re: Anybody want to vent or chat about anything? w/c 13.10.25
Cutelivejazz wrote: »@Nathan its not even social anxiety its just idk what it is tbh this might sound weird but like you and ech0 have both been so nice to me and ofc bc I have attachment issues I feel like rly attached to both of you even tho I barely know either of you its smth ive always struggled with and felt embarrassed by so ig when chat ends ik I won't rly be able to talk to you guys so.. I just get panicked ig sorry it it sounds weird
Edit: disacostaing again everything feels like its spinning a little and im on the verge of a panic attack and im having the urge ig cope with not the best techniques
@Cutelivejazz I promise you, it's not weird at all. When people haven't been listening and supporting you you're entire life, and nobody has understood what your saying, it's normal to get attached to the first few people who do somewhat understand and take the time to listen to you. It's nothing to be embarrassed about. When i first joined the mix 6 months ago, i really was the same. All i can say, is that on board's, i'm always here to talk to, with the exception of technical issues like i had on saturday, and you will always be listened to here. So it's not the end of conversations when support chat ends.
Nathan
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Re: Anybody want to vent or chat about anything? w/c 13.10.25
So today went ok. Nothing special and no more info on anything.
I’m v overwhelmed tho bc I just cannot think straight on most other things. I have holiday packing to do and I can’t even work out where to start. My brain is just fried at the moment.
I’m v overwhelmed tho bc I just cannot think straight on most other things. I have holiday packing to do and I can’t even work out where to start. My brain is just fried at the moment.
