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I can use the boards, It's just easier for me to do it on my phone because I've normally got my phone to hand so I could just reach out whenever I'm struggling. Despite what people believe I don't just sit around on my laptop all day
Thanks becki, I'll try and drop you a message at some point.
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Whats happened at home for you?Maybe there is something we can do to help.You are strong and can get through this!xx
It's not so much what's happened, it's the fact that I got away from it for a while, so I guess now I'm home it feels a shit load worse.
I'm not strong, I'm really not.
I honestly doubt I'll get through this
You are strong.You are fighting on
But if I was a good friend people wouldn't keep leaving.. people wouldn't give up on me as easily..
I'm just never going to be good enough
*hug*
I don't have a choice about fighting, certain people need me here.
If it was up to me and it was easy I'd have left a long time ago
You're good enough to me.
It's hard, but the people who give up on you aren't worth it. It's the people who stick by you during the good, the bad and the ugly who are worth your time and love. And you deserve that time and love in return. I promise you, you do deserve to be loved, to feel safe and to be happy.
Thank you lovely. *hug*
Yeah, I guess you're right. I have a couple friends who have stuck around, even after they've seen how low I can get and how much of a shit I am when I'm that low. I love them to pieces.
It just hurts that some people can walk away so easily and just pretend you're invisible or that they never even knew you to begin with after. It's like I'm not enough, for anybody. Not even for my parents. I'm just struggling right now and everyone seems to be leaving.
Tiny steps hun. Break things up into more manageable chunks and do what's right for you. The people who matter will support you and be your safety net to stop you from falling completely.
I'm not going anywhere *hug*
Nothing is manageable for me at the moment. I struggle with the simplest things and I feel so pathetic.
I just want to be good enough. For once in my life, I want to be enough. But that'll never happen because my little sister is fucking perfect and she never does anything wrong and she could never possibly disappoint anyone. So I've just accepted that I'm not enough now, but it still hurts. It really fucking hurts and I don't even know why I'm still here. It's all pointless.
No one would be happy Tues. I, for one, would be devastated if I found out anything had happened to you and I'm positive everyone who's posted here would feel the same
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Certain people would be happy, they've already expressed that..
It's not that simple..
I'm not certain people
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No, I know..
How you feeling today?
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:yes:
I'm really annoyed because my phone is well and truly fucked, which means I need a new one and contracts are confusing and I don't like it.
Other than that, At the moment, I think I'm feeling okay, a little bit low, but okay overall. I'm distracted, I'm talking to my friends and I'm curled up trying to watch films. I've done some more of my scrapbook too which was positive
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Just want to curl up and die tbh
Aww tues I'm so sorry. Is there anything I can do to help
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I doubt it, I don't think there's anything anyone can do. I just need to be not alone tonight, but that won't happen