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Time for another ranty thread

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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,505 Skive's The Limit
    I really dont know if i can go to counselling i feel so bad & dont want to talk about disgusting things 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    In so much pain today and I don't know how I'll cope walking all day
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,505 Skive's The Limit
    edited October 2019
    Double post. Deleted
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,147 Part of The Furniture
    GreenTea said:
    In so much pain today and I don't know how I'll cope walking all day
    Have some Huge hugs 💕( plus a photo of Louie ;) ) 

    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Thank you
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,505 Skive's The Limit
    Millie2787 said:
    GreenTea said:
    In so much pain today and I don't know how I'll cope walking all day
    Have some Huge hugs 💕( plus a photo of Louie ;) ) 

    Cuteee!
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,147 Part of The Furniture
    GreenTea said:
    Thank you
    Try and not overdo it , I know easier said that done ❤️
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    edited October 2019
    Got no choice because work. 
    Just in so much pain and the cold impacts the pain and make its worse 😭
    Had enough of it. It's not fucking fair
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    Liquid fluoxacillan tastes vile, but the sugar free one tastes even worse 😭😭 give me the sugar! 
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,505 Skive's The Limit
    Omg it is soo cold so suddenly 😭. I need more fat on me but dont want it. Lol
    (in spolier incase anyones annoyed by the typical its cold british rant lol


    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,147 Part of The Furniture
    BubblesGoesBoo said:
    Liquid fluoxacillan tastes vile, but the sugar free one tastes even worse 😭😭 give me the sugar! 
    Ohhh @BubblesGoesBoo I feel your pain you think it’s pink so it will be like strawberry flavour my god was a ever so wrong 🤢
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    @Millie2787 I was on the white one (sugar free) and it's even worse than the pink lol, now on the pink one 😊 but you're right.. liquid battery acid 👌😂 
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,147 Part of The Furniture
    @BubblesGoesBoo the first time I took it I was in school and I spat it across the sink 😅 I saw it was like pink yeahhhh it will be strawberry but gross especially when they put you on a adult dose so it’s like 4 spoon fulls 😂
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,799 Master Poster
    Shaunie said:
    Omg it is soo cold so suddenly 😭. I need more fat on me but dont want it. Lol
    (in spolier incase anyones annoyed by the typical its cold british rant lol


    It definitely has been cold today. I understand how you feel


    because I want more fat on me. But mine is not ED related slimness. It is high metabolism.

    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Headaches are gonna be the death of me
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,505 Skive's The Limit
    Fml my head hurts so much. 

    Overthinking literally hurts my brain
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,505 Skive's The Limit
    edited October 2019
    Trigger warning !!!!


    um. Ive been accidently taking More folic acid than i was prescribed. I got confused with how many iron pills they said to take in comparrassion to folic acid. I was prescribed them awhile ago. It i didnt take them. Had blood tests recently that i dont think was bad. But rhought id take what was prescribed anyway. I thought taking them may help embarrassing problem- dont ask why lol just thought keep body healthy may stay health even tho no idea how would work. Um now what do i do. Is this why my chest is hurting and have massive headache.  Ive only realise because i found the box of where they say how much to take. Omg dying. Its only been like a few days. Not even a week Do i ring 111?
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Shaunie said:
    Do i ring 111?
    I'd recommended you do just to be safe x
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,505 Skive's The Limit
    Will do thank you!
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Miss communication pisses me off
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,505 Skive's The Limit
    Sister just asked if ive lost weight 😶😶😶. Glad its noticable but now theyre concerned. 😭
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,505 Skive's The Limit
    Triggered by eastenders story:(
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    I text Samaritans hours ago and never got a reply and now I just feel like a burden and I should text again but my feelings of being a burden are stopping me. They've really helped me and not being texted back after 6 hours is really bothering me :/

    I feel like support places are giving up and it's making me angry.
    Should I just become a statistic failed by everyone?
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Every night I don't want to go to sleep because I'll have to wake up to the same exhausting pain. 
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,505 Skive's The Limit
    edited October 2019
    Omg i know i shouldnt laugh but looll
    teddy went into the garden when there was a cat. The cat has got so scared its climbed to the top of the tree and just staying there 
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Builders from nextdoor are actually pissing me off, no you can not park on my drive. The language is awful and they've been using drills since 8am
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Just when I think I'm finally being listened to, I get fucking made to feel Iike shit for trying to talk about how I'm feeling.
    Might as well just fucking disappear at this point
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,505 Skive's The Limit
    Had a proper lazy day and didnt showrr this morning and did my make up in my bed. And put my hair up to cover the fact ive got two day hair lol. But made it to town and about to start work. But i feel proper gross and horrible. Should of just showered :(
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Absolutely raging and fucking can't take shit anymore. 
    Forever dealing with shit alone. 
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Ugh. I'm out with my Gran and the bus home has broken down. We have to get the train which gets us back a lot later and will be packed full of people. Not in the mood but oh well I guess :joy:
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