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@bignosegirly0 My heart is breaking for you right now. Nobody, and I mean NOBODY deserves to be treated like you have or to feel the way you do. I don't know what you look like, and i wouldn't say something that i didn't know to be 100% true, so i can't comment on you're looks, but let me tell you what I can say. Nobody is as bad as you describe. The men you work with, are assholes. Genuine sexist assholes, treating people based on looks, not character. That they treat all their other female colleagues the same, should surely tell you that these are not nice people, and there opinions shouldn't be entertained for a moment. Looks fade, no matter what. No matter how beautiful or ugly, looks fade with time for everybody. A supermodel? They'll look like davros by age 80. Pretty sure we all will. But the only thing that's forever is your personality and soul, and let me tell you something, you're soul and you're personality is a beautiful thing.

And about the men not wanting to date you, I can only say this from a male perspective, but i have never approached a woman, nor have about 50% of young men today, because we don't want to make them uncomfortable or be seen as creeps. Most men, are genuinely afraid to make the first move. Have you ever considered that there are a lot of men out there who would want to date you, but are afraid to approach you? Again, not trying to sound creepy or anything, and I'm sorry if I'm coming across that way, but I think outside of the top 10% of men, men are happy with somebody who loves them, with a kind caring personality, and most men are afraid to make the first move.

I promise you, you aren't as undesirable as you think you are, and the colleagues you work with, that they treat all their female co-workers like that, is disgusting, and you shouldn't have to deal with that. You deserve much better. Again, sorry if any of this sounds weird or creepy.

I get the same feeling. Relying on one passion for so long with so much stress, over time, it stops being a lifeline bringing you enjoyment and starts being just average, neither here nor there, which is why it becomes something that disinterests you, which is scary when it's one of the passions you've had. And don't apologise for complaining mate, if you wanted, you could post 1000 different complaints and you'd be perfectly fine to do so. Vent all you need to. Anyway, for me, as hard as it was, I sort of had to find new passions to occupy time, even things like video games, so it wasn't 24/7 relying on one passion and i could mix it up. I started to get some sense of enjoyment back into my other passion by not leaning on it so much, but yeah. Again, it could just be that you're just stressed, but from my experience, i stopped relying on one single passion for enjoyment in life, and diversified finding new passions as well, as odd as it sounds. Again, i could be entirely wrong in your case, but this was the case for me and maybe something you might want to look at.

Hey @Redemption
It makes sense that a sudden loss in interest in cars would be quite unsettling for you. You're right though sometimes when people are tired or stressed we can become apathetic to things we used to love. How are you feeling today? Is there any particular reason you're struggling to sleep?