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Is it bad that in jealous my best friend made new friends

I fucking hate people going at me

I have people going at me even outside my situation, I had it yesterday and ive just been fed up of my situation as it is. Im struggling

I dont know how im keeping going, I get treated all the time like im just sitting on games or in bed all day, I get spoken to like that. I get my applications ignored like that like my applications today, probably aren't going to get acknowledged. Later today or really soon Im going to get comments, compared to people, treated like I'm not doing anything about my situation not like I’ve been to my course or applied for several jobs, just no credit or no show for my efforts at all.

Ive just been applying to loads of jobs today, not that Ill get much credit on person for it

Started tracking my mood recently

Katie wrote: »

Hey @eylah it sounds like a lot has happened over the last few days and please know the Community are here with you. It's lovely to hear the police are being really kind and supportive, and our Community spaces are also here for you to offer some further support if that's what you'd like. Be gentle with yourself Eylah

thankyou .

i don’t want to be a bother to anyone here so i have kept everything to myself.

It happened. The thing I had been trying to avoid. I broke. I'm not coping with everything right now. And i leave home for holiday tomorrow. Dont want to go. Even tried to push my partner away but it didnt work but i'm currently sat on the bathroom floor thinking how much I just want to stay home and do silly destructive things.