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Redemption wrote: »

DonnerKebab wrote: »

@Redemption I play Xbox, just playing the older COD's. I've got all of them from COD 4 - Black Ops 6. Bo2, Bo3 zombies, Infinite Warfare, Advanced Warfare, Cod 4 remastered and World at War are my favourites so i tend to go back to them a lot rather than play this modern Bo6 crap.

And yeah, once that happens though, then it's just deciding what then. Do I let it go and move on, or pursue it?

@DonnerKebab sounds good, Im not that into many games, I just play GTA the odd time.


I'd say just let it go after its done with. Sorry for the late reply bro, you ok today?

@Redemption i get the point, and i contemplated leaving it, letting the investigation just happen, and then moving on, because i genuinely hate conflict, but then there's a huge part of me that is enraged by what's happened, the insulting nature of it, the attempt on my future and reputation, and the desire to stop this from happening to others and disgust at other conduct. I'm speaking to an MP, I'm speaking to free speech union, i'm just waiting to withdraw money from my cash ISA i was saving for my masters (i can save up again) for legal representation now, and plan to legally have this one out. it's about others down the line too as well as me and getting a public apology. So, I'm gonna take it down every single path I legally can, down every lawful avenue and I'm mixed currently on a public name and shame of the situation.

Something inside me is broken and can never be fixed 🙃

Don’t panic I’m not in danger!

I want to sign a DNR

DonnerKebab wrote: »

@Redemption I play Xbox, just playing the older COD's. I've got all of them from COD 4 - Black Ops 6. Bo2, Bo3 zombies, Infinite Warfare, Advanced Warfare, Cod 4 remastered and World at War are my favourites so i tend to go back to them a lot rather than play this modern Bo6 crap.

And yeah, once that happens though, then it's just deciding what then. Do I let it go and move on, or pursue it?

@DonnerKebab sounds good, Im not that into many games, I just play GTA the odd time.


I'd say just let it go after its done with. Sorry for the late reply bro, you ok today?

Something inside of me is broken and can never be fixed and maybe just maybe all i have to do is believe that things wont get better because I’m tired of running in circles (metaphorically). When people come into my life they don’t know me then they get to know me and they just leave. I wish I could crawl into hiding and not have to talk or say anything because how do I explain that I want to leave or that I’m sorry I’m difficult, I’m sorry I’m not the person people think I am. When was the last time I was actually happy?…I don’t know

Sian321 wrote: »

@eylah , that sounds really frightening. How are you this morning? What was last night like in the end? We're here for you. Sounds like you're coping with so much right now, particularly following the news of your surgery. Sending lots of care your way, Eylah. What might looking after yourself today look like?

im rly not doing gd today. im struggling badly . i just want to cry but i can’t.

@Lottie5433 , thank you for sharing what you have. It sounds like the last few months especially have been really overwhelming, and I hear that self-blame and regret you're feeling right now. You said you feel like you need to punish yourself. We're listening and we're all here for you.

What has it been like to begin journalling?

And how do you feel about your bf reading? You deserve to be able to hold boundaries over whether your journal is private or not, especially as I remember you saying that in the past you'd felt upset when your journals were read by other people.

How are you practically keeping safe at the moment in between your work shifts?

Popping some options below for 1:1 support if you are struggling with distressing thoughts and feelings:

You're doing so well to talk about this, especially when you're feeling as though you've 'screwed up'. That can take a lot of courage and feel daunting. And that part of you that's afraid you've messed things up just deserves so much space and time right now to be listened to.

@Sian321 a month ago, wen I brought it up they brought up a situation which painted me as a bad person coz they turned it round, I walked away tht day instead of making my point. We told the advocate everything 😊
Somedays i feel emotions all at once, would tht make u freeze on the spot? Everything's gd atm. But wen something is sed I think to much