Best Of

Hi - I've never posted here before but I really need to get something off my chest. Apologies if I end up rambling.

I don't really understand what my parents are angry about, I'm assuming they're stressed out right now, but they've been taking it all out on me this past week. I generally don't get on great with them but recently one of my parents ends up shouting hurtful things at me whenever I'm around, so I've been trying to keep to myself. They've been telling me that I'm useless and pathetic and that they want me to move out as soon as I'm old enough because it's 'hell living with me'. I'm not entirely sure what I've done for them to say those things and they usually don't shout at me like that, but I've been feeling kind of empty and low lately and my parents just minimise me whenever I tell them and say I'm just sulking, which I'm not. I'm just not sure how I'm supposed to act around them right now, because they seem to get angry whether I talk to them or stay out of the way. I hope that didn't sound too confusing.

So I'm actually going to be doing the internship at asda after all. I talked to my mum about it and for some reason, she is now fine with me doing this internship even though she thinks I won't be doing much at all and wasting my talent. No idea when I'm starting, hopefully soon. Still pissed her and the college and still feel like utter shit.