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Does any1 play minecraft or has knowledge on Linux operating system. If u can't find minecraft, luanti game is next best. Nd if a youtuber gives u their telegram and say they're having a giveaway, is it real?

I do this too, you're allowed to vent about as much as you want so don't feel like you need to stop complaining

Thank you @Ech0 I always appreciate you, I'm sure everyone else does, replying to everyone ❤️

Hard wake up today a con is I could catch up with sleep when I get into being how short the hours are

Right now thinking about bad memories from a few months ago all involving family. I need to stop complaining and go to sleep.

Hello everyone, this is my first post here so please forgive me if there’s anything wrong with the post :)

Im a third year university student with severe OCD, depression and anxiety. I am severely struggling and am overwhelmed with the course and my mental health. I am so burnt out to the point where I can’t leave my bed for days on end and I can’t get any work done. 

I hate my projects and am so behind/ stuck on all my work since my course tutors are horrible and keep telling me to change my projects last minute, even though they know my situation and that I’m incapable of the workload they give. They have no compassion towards what I’m struggling with, which is understandable since I know everybody has their own problems and things to deal with.

But I now have no motivation anymore. Pausing my studies is absolutely not an option for me since I’m so close to finishing in June and graduating in July and it would be a waste of money and time. I’m physically counting down the days until uni ends but it feels endless.

In my second year, I was the complete opposite to how I am now, I had straight As, a top student, great mental health and was overall incredibly happy. I usually try to have a positive outlook on things but now it’s completely gone. I now keep comparing myself to others and myself last year which is making me feel so disappointed and hopeless.

I can feel myself falling back into the same mental place as when I was a few years ago when I was self harming, suicidal, severely depressed and had an eating disorder. My OCD is becoming incredibly unbearable due to ruminating and constant overthinking.

I have no friends at uni or back at home due to bullying, I’m completely alone here and go days without physically speaking to someone. I’m almost 4 hours away from home and I do call my mum everyday since she’s the only one who understands, but this makes me feel like such a burden since my family is going through some really tough times. I really want to go home but can’t due to my course being very practical and ‘in person oriented’.

I’ve spoken to my GP and they prescribed light medication but it isn’t really helping. I’m currently on the waitlist for CBT but it will take months. I also speak to the unis mental health service but there’s not much they can do since they also have a long waitlist. I call samaritans and text shout everyday since being alone with my thoughts for too long is genuinely terrifying. 

But I feel no progress, i’m completely hopeless, i can’t eat or sleep properly anymore due to panicking about the workload. I’m so afraid of my thoughts and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m now starting to get afraid of myself.

Any advice would be greatly appreciated, I just wanted to vent since I’ve been keeping it in my head for months and I can feel I’m reaching breaking point. :(

I went for a drink with some people as chat wasn't on but had to come back as I have to be up really early tomorrow, thats where my routine has to be changed which is a downside.