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@Salix_alba_2019 does it involve spending the day sleeping 🤣🤣 I know the feeling
Yep lol
My household is so toxic right now.
I haven't been the same since May.
I'm trying to convince myself that the outside world is fine, I'm overthinking shit, and the usual self-reassurance but it's so exhausting.
Every time I'm outside (talking a walk, chilling with friends, travelling to work, etc) my body trembles. The all too familiar panicky sensation builds up and I just want to go home. And I'm so mad at myself for being like this. Nothing's outside so why am I panicking? I've cut out the majority of people so why am I panicking? I think about this all the time.
I should be okay, I shouldn't feel like this, it's all just irrational thoughts getting to me again. At the same time, I'm finally realizing how much my mental and emotional wellbeing suffered at the hands of my former friends and I'm fucking pissed off that I even let myself get to this stage. Why do I keep downplaying and doubting my emotional state when it's clear that I'm clearly hurt by this? Why do I think 'I should have done better' when I did everything I could in my power?
And I'm trying to push past this whole ordeal, trying to cope with all the available mental health services right now but it's barely satisfactory. My therapist has been gone for three months now and there's been no update. I'm fucking tired of going through this cycle, going through all these bullshit emotions.
I'm just pissed.
Thanks.
I really need to move out of this house.
Fucking hate houseshares. Not worth it. Having one shitty housemate ruins the while fucking Vibe of the house. She has no understanding of mental health, she's gone at me repeatedly, told my other housemate her sexual assault was her fault.. this bitch seriously needs to move the fuck out. We have move forward with getting her evicted.
Because you barely caused me physical harm it’s okay that til the age of 16 I had no way to clean, no privacy. No washing machine. No clean safe place. No heating. In a sea full of hoarded stuff. I would of been better leaving on the streets. Just a sink to clean myself and clothes. I literally remember having layers of dirt on me. But it’s okay because I was hardly ever physically harmed. Like did those words actually leave your mouth
So in denial or deluded can’t tell which.
I want to move out. But I can’t afford and I don’t want to leave teddy
I feel your pain.
My dentist recently sent me a text stating that my check-up's overdue now.
The pandemic hit, tried to arrange an appointment cos my tooth broke and I'm in the middle of a root canal treatment, aaand nope. Dentist couldn't see me.
Now they sent me a text stating my check-up's overdue.
I'm done.