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It's happened now, so it is in the past. Next step is to look ahead rather than back. Please don't beat yourself up about it. It isn't worth it. It's only one day. I hope you had a good time tonight. You deserve it.
Im talking to a computer screen.... :banghead:
ive had depression since i was 7 i am now 19 and still on the same pills which i keep telling my dr i must be immune to it because they don't work but hey ho... I was bullied badly not only at school but at home. My mum and dad had a messy divorce which screwed me up alot. I started and still self harm, i try and explain to people how i find it such a good release and ive tryed near enough everything to replace but nothing does... im not ashamed because i self harm but im not proud either.
Take care
xxx
Black Angel, you're not alone.
And thank you everyone who replied earlier. I hope it was just a blip.
I deserved that. I apologise, I was very pissed off but that's no excuse to be a bit of a dick. I'll fuck off now
We all have our bad days, don't beat yourself up over it - but this isn't really the place to try and put people on a bigger downer than they already are .
Feeling lonely is the pits. Feeling sad is bad, too. Could look at doing something pro-active about it though - maybe an evening class, or some kind of group hobby? Meet new people, explore new things?
There isn't anything scary about it mate. They're all tossers anyway . But some people are really cool - one in every hundred is worth hanging onto. The rest are selfish, useless and generally worthless. Hence it isn't a problem meeting them - they aren't important, and aren't likely to ever be. So it makes no odds what you think of them, or vice-versa.
However, the handful of people you meet and want to hold on to dearly - they are the ones that will matter. And it's worth meeting the other 100 nobheads - because having good friends is well-worth it.
I'm drunk. Bet I still make a degree of sense though .
A few things are bringing me down. Later today, I'm going to carry on searching for a job, as I need one quickly. However, another pressing priority is accommodation. My dad is threatening to kick me out of the house. Since I've come home from uni, (and I now admit that was a big mistake) life here has been difficult. Unless things improve in the two week deadline he's set, I'll have to find somewhere else to live. I'm going to try and speak to him later on today to see if there's room to negotiate. He's usually a very reasonable and kind man, but whatever concessions he's prepared to make, I would accept. I just don't like the prospect of being homeless, you know.
Anyway, that's just to let you all know what's going on with me.
I got home from school today just feeling so upset as I have had one of my depressed frame of mind things that I get alot.
I can't talk to some people about whats bothering me out of fear of it getting thrown back in my face. To cope with it I took a razor and just took strips of skin out of my leg and sprayed deodorent on my arm to make a nitrogen burn. I had to keep my leg under water for 15 mins to stop the bleeding and take the chunks of skin and hair out of the razor. I feel peaceful at the moment but it will only be back.
just wanted to talk/get it off my chest
Johnny that really bad. If your self harming that bad its not good at all. Is there no-one you can talk too about things? You need to get some help or you might end doing something stupid. If you want to talk to me instead, drop me a PM.
Danny, *hugs* mate you sound like your having a rough time at the moment. Hope you can work things out with your dad, and the job hunting is going okay.
Such is life.
It felt good whilst I did it, and I got a bit carried away.
*sigh*
So much for being better, then.
You ARE better, you just had a little slip up, it happens to all of us....Just treat it as that, and dont beat yourself up about it. I'm sure you know all this...sometimes we just have to be told
Take care mate xx
You know where I am and stuff, yeh?
for you xx
The only reason I didn't was because of the pain it would cause other people, I hate putting other people out just because of my problems, which is why i surprisd myself when I even posted here. Its only been this bad once before im just afraid its going to get worse.
Well I know you're having a bit of a hard time so maybe this is a way of coping, you remember how good it felt before and all that?
Well don't need me to preach to you, you know how to overcome this yourself.
youre so right, i usually think of something good that has happened or make up some fantasy and that usually stops the urge to cut
Money and work stress got too much, I was really tired, and I just picked up a pair of scissors and started doing it. It felt nice, such a relief.
You know where I am if you need to talk or owt, yeh?
x
Hugs to you x
Same as me then! (Well that and other things in my case!) Eurgh is a very good way to describe it.