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i was so happy like this week. really happy.
things were going really well, i had a mint christmas.
then i got drunk one night and stuff i had pushed to the back of my mind all came up. was so upset, hysterical basically.
and cut myself. first time in like 2 years.
it just feels like i worked really hard to be fine and get over stuff and get on with my life, now it's all gone down again.
ever since the other night ive just been dead sad.
and someone i care about, i really like freaked him out. i rang him when i was crying and now he wont really speak to me. i feel like such a weirdo.
meh.back to the docs for me.
Every morning, when I wake up, I sort of wish I hadn't.
It all seems a bit pointless just now.
Dr Pirate wrote:
I found more Jack Daniels... go me =\
I'm gonna get some more vodka tomorrow... Somehow it makes things feel better =\
I've got a few people on my back at work and life in general is getting me down. I've got problems with my family and uni life at the moment and its just getting too much.I don't have any friends I can really confide in. I have trust issues.
I'm considering taking my life tonight. I just want it all to end.
How do you get from feeling suicidal to feeling happy again?
I want to do daft things to myself.
I'm not entirely sure why.
Sorry if I'm coming across as a dick which I'm probably am but are you being serious? You're a fucking god/godess around here and you seem so happy generally in anything goes and other boards so why the fuck are saying this shite? Have you any fucking idea what it's like being battered by your dad, your dad being an alcoholic, your family being full of alcoholics who have died...knowing your dad is going to die very soon? Do you know what it's like going to bed being hungry because there's no food in the cupboard? Do you? Well do you!!!!!!!!!!!
I know I seem "generally happy" in AG, but that's because it's the Internet, it's easy to fake it. I can fake it in real life most of the time, too.