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Re: Low self esteem and Virginity
Hey @HensAny779 , thank you for your post, and welcome to the Boards too. I'm really glad you're here 
I really appreciate you opening up about your struggles with your body image as well as being made fun of by family and friends for your appearance and virginity. Firstly, that just sounds so painful, and no one has a right to bully you in this way. I feel really sad to hear how their words have impacted how you see yourself - that's extreamly hard. And it seems like recently this has also lead you to question what's the point in staying alive.
May I ask, @HensAny779 , how have you been keeping yourself safe when these thoughts of suicide do become very loud? In those hard moments, has there been anything or anyone that's eased those feelings?
I'll list a few places below that are here for you if ever you do feel suicidal. You deserve to not have to face those feelings alone:
How would it feel to reach out to one of those places?
I heard you say too that your family sometimes tell you that you should kill yourself, which again, sounds extreamly hurtful. Would you feel comfortable telling us a bit more about your living situation at the moment, and how safe you're feeling there?
There can be so much stigma in society sometimes around being single or the concept of 'virginity', and I really recognise how heavy that can be and how it can change the ways we think and feel about ourselves. I can relate to that personally. It can create so much shame. It sounds like you're really despairing, and your feelings deserve to be taken seriously and listened to
Keep us posted, @HensAny779 and we're here for you. You're doing so well to reach out and talk about this.
I really appreciate you opening up about your struggles with your body image as well as being made fun of by family and friends for your appearance and virginity. Firstly, that just sounds so painful, and no one has a right to bully you in this way. I feel really sad to hear how their words have impacted how you see yourself - that's extreamly hard. And it seems like recently this has also lead you to question what's the point in staying alive.
May I ask, @HensAny779 , how have you been keeping yourself safe when these thoughts of suicide do become very loud? In those hard moments, has there been anything or anyone that's eased those feelings?
I'll list a few places below that are here for you if ever you do feel suicidal. You deserve to not have to face those feelings alone:
https://www.papyrus-uk.org/
https://www.themix.org.uk/get-support/speak-to-our-team/crisis-messenger
https://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help/contact-samaritan
https://www.themix.org.uk/get-support/speak-to-our-team/crisis-messenger
https://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help/contact-samaritan
How would it feel to reach out to one of those places?
I heard you say too that your family sometimes tell you that you should kill yourself, which again, sounds extreamly hurtful. Would you feel comfortable telling us a bit more about your living situation at the moment, and how safe you're feeling there?
There can be so much stigma in society sometimes around being single or the concept of 'virginity', and I really recognise how heavy that can be and how it can change the ways we think and feel about ourselves. I can relate to that personally. It can create so much shame. It sounds like you're really despairing, and your feelings deserve to be taken seriously and listened to
Keep us posted, @HensAny779 and we're here for you. You're doing so well to reach out and talk about this.
Sian321
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Re: Low self esteem and Virginity
@HensAny779 im so sorry you’ve been feeling like this, and don’t worry none of what you said sounded self centred or cringe, i completely get where you’re coming from. i would also say your family doesn’t have the right at all to tell you those things, you ARE worthy of love and you deserve it, no matter what they say. also you are not ‘too weak’ in anyway for experiencing these feelings, they are completely valid❤️
in terms of advice, im a bit younger so I wouldn’t know exactly what to say, but i do know that even if it may feel like it, virginity is nothing to be ashamed of and it’s also not as significant as people make it (as in there are other wonderful parts of life that are equally if not more important in the grand scheme of things) however i do understand how the pressure can feel and why this is making you feel upset.
also your family is completely wrong, there is someone out there who is perfect for you, don’t let them bring you down like that. i hope you’re doing okay ❤️
in terms of advice, im a bit younger so I wouldn’t know exactly what to say, but i do know that even if it may feel like it, virginity is nothing to be ashamed of and it’s also not as significant as people make it (as in there are other wonderful parts of life that are equally if not more important in the grand scheme of things) however i do understand how the pressure can feel and why this is making you feel upset.
also your family is completely wrong, there is someone out there who is perfect for you, don’t let them bring you down like that. i hope you’re doing okay ❤️
Re: im trying to keep going 😕
Hey @eylah , I've just read your message. What you went through last night sounds horrific, and no one has a right to ever treat you that way. That sounds extreamly distressing for you.
Can I check, do you feel safe this evening? What kind of support have you received since this happened?
The following places are here for you if you'd wanting support:
Keep us posted, @eylah . We're thinking of you and all you're coping with right now.
Can I check, do you feel safe this evening? What kind of support have you received since this happened?
The following places are here for you if you'd wanting support:
https://www.womensaid.org.uk/
https://www.childline.org.uk/
https://www.nspcc.org.uk/
https://www.themix.org.uk/get-support/speak-to-our-team/crisis-messenger
https://www.childline.org.uk/
https://www.nspcc.org.uk/
https://www.themix.org.uk/get-support/speak-to-our-team/crisis-messenger
Keep us posted, @eylah . We're thinking of you and all you're coping with right now.
Sian321
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Re: Struggling alone
@TheNightmare None of us are meant to be an island, and talking to us is a good way to process difficult times. Ideally all of us would love to say we have 100s of friends we can talk to, but I myself find that only few can be trusted with vulnerabilities. To be honest, I think we all struggle: every person on the planet, otherwise, they'd be living a life with zero challenges- and I just don't think that's real life.
I'm really sorry you feel alone. Loneliness is painful, and struggling alone can feel overwhelming. If there is one person who can be a trusted friend, it can make a difference. If you haven't got that person now, it doesn't mean it will always be that way. True friends are out there- though sometimes it takes time and caution to find them.
It's really tough to feel like you're facing everything alone, and it's completely valid to feel the way you do. Sometimes, being without someone to talk to can make us feel isolated, but please remember that you are not alone in your experiences, even if it feels that way right now. There are so many of us who have struggled with similar feelings.
Keep talking to us
) That's one way to do it, and you'll find many people manage it the same way. Then maybe later on there will be someone offline you feel you want to talk to too. Regardless, we're here for you
I'm really sorry you feel alone. Loneliness is painful, and struggling alone can feel overwhelming. If there is one person who can be a trusted friend, it can make a difference. If you haven't got that person now, it doesn't mean it will always be that way. True friends are out there- though sometimes it takes time and caution to find them.
It's really tough to feel like you're facing everything alone, and it's completely valid to feel the way you do. Sometimes, being without someone to talk to can make us feel isolated, but please remember that you are not alone in your experiences, even if it feels that way right now. There are so many of us who have struggled with similar feelings.
Keep talking to us
) That's one way to do it, and you'll find many people manage it the same way. Then maybe later on there will be someone offline you feel you want to talk to too. Regardless, we're here for you 
Re: Struggling alone
@TheNightmare im so sorry you’ve been feeling this and i promise all your feelings are valid. i know it can be very hard to open up sometimes and that’s why it’s so good that you managed to write this and let us know how you’ve been feeling. i can definitely relate to the feeling of being ‘too’ sensitive and feeling dismissed but know that it’s not your fault and it’s not a bad thing at all and people shouldn’t make you feel like it is. i am here for you❤️
Re: Friendship ended after fight
@orangemoons, I think that one thing that is really important in friendship is how they make you feel- not that they are meant to make you happy but that if friends hurt you, that is significant. Being pressurised and blamed is also not healthy behaviour from friends. I know it can feel really difficult when your torn between friends and your loyalty and love for both of them. But situations like these can also be very revealing as to whether friendships are good for your heart to keep.
It really does suck letting go of friends, and I had to do this myself for someone who I realised wasn't very nice: they were nice to me when we were on good terms but not nice in how they spoke of others. It seems like you are stuck in the middle of something very heated that could get quite ugly, in which case, I think you have done the wise thing, which is to disengage. It definitely isn't overreacting to distance yourself from a situation like this. I've very sorry they've been hurtful when you had no other intent than to see a friend and to grab a casual lunch. They can only see your actions and how it made them feel. They can't see your intentions/motives. I'm sorry. It really isn't nice to be misjudged or to have your actions misread.
Try not to be hard on yourself: this is a reflection of the heat and dislike between those two and you have not done anything wrong. I know it really sucks to let a friend go, and leave questions in your head about whether you did the right thing. But even if it's sad, it can still be the right thing for you to prioritise your well being. Friendships should be safe- even in times of disagreement, true friends will care about how they make you feel and try to keep it kind
It really does suck letting go of friends, and I had to do this myself for someone who I realised wasn't very nice: they were nice to me when we were on good terms but not nice in how they spoke of others. It seems like you are stuck in the middle of something very heated that could get quite ugly, in which case, I think you have done the wise thing, which is to disengage. It definitely isn't overreacting to distance yourself from a situation like this. I've very sorry they've been hurtful when you had no other intent than to see a friend and to grab a casual lunch. They can only see your actions and how it made them feel. They can't see your intentions/motives. I'm sorry. It really isn't nice to be misjudged or to have your actions misread.
Try not to be hard on yourself: this is a reflection of the heat and dislike between those two and you have not done anything wrong. I know it really sucks to let a friend go, and leave questions in your head about whether you did the right thing. But even if it's sad, it can still be the right thing for you to prioritise your well being. Friendships should be safe- even in times of disagreement, true friends will care about how they make you feel and try to keep it kind
Re: Is it to late for me to make friends?
my friend used the social media approach of starting a page that people can join if they're interested in meet ups and I think she's really enjoying it. I guess it could be a mixed bag though- unpredictable who will join.
Re: General chit chat
I was hoping to have sweet dreams last night but that never happened - there was a mouse in my bedroom so I couldn’t sleep there 😭 Tried catching it with the help of my mum but no luck 😅. Ah well, sleeping in the living room was ok but I hope I can return to my bedroom tonight. I hope you’re both having a good weekend @TheNightmare and @eylah.
Re: Is it to late for me to make friends?
Just ask about like emails on Google find clubs in your area and then just go in and make friends it boosts your confidence up