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@DonnerKebab like I keep saying Im just so overwhelmed, I'm so nervous about my meeting tomorrow, I have to get up catch a bus into city centre, I shouldn't even be moaning about that, loads of people including kids do it now issue but I just have so overwhelmed recently, not sleeping properly, stressing, feeling so uncertain, drowning in stress, low self-esteem then little fustrating things, I feel responsibilities have been dumped on me all at once too, I feel alone, a lot of this is stuff that I have been feeling for so so long, it's really tough, I felt stuck in a rut I have had dark thoughts at times, growing up I have worried about my future and people doubting me, setbacks, its still not over yet. It's hard af sometimes, its such a battle. I'm sorry Im so repetitive like a broken record

@DonnerKebab im crying 😫💀🤣

i hate the fuckers

im gonna go sleep in the bathroom if it comes near me 🤣🤣

Redemption wrote: »

All ok @DonnerKebab ?

@Redemption all good bro. I'm gonna take it up with the mix and the person in question, privately because that just just straight up disrespect thinking he had the right to speak on my behalf and countermand whatever i was saying, or apologise for me. It was bad enough he slandered me with accusations, then he talks crap behind my back when i left for a short while. I won't sink to his level. You don't have to agree with me on this btw redemption, you're still my brother either way.

there’s a spider

fuck sake

DonnerKebab wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

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@eylah i'm guessing that's short for not being able to sleep or it hurting in your sleep from the sunburn? Sorry, i'm useless at interpreting emoji's

you got it correct aha i tried closing my eyes for 5 seconds then gave up so im awake now

DonnerKebab wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

im so sry to hear abt what happened to you @DonnerKebab you deserved none of what happened to you and you deserve a happy life. im so sry i rly am

it’s just shit bc i was to weak to fight for justice for myself.

im not gonna say anymore bc i don’t want to trigger anyone or you nathan

@eylah you don't ever have to worry about triggering me. I actually am lucky enough or unlucky enough i guess to have been emotionally hardened over the years to the point where nothing triggers me at all. Just know, i'm always here to listen if you ever want to talk about it.

And you aren't weak eylah, you're the opposite. You are strong. You've never let that light in you be extinguished ever, throughout all that pain, you've remained that kind soul, without fail. That is the strongest thing i've ever seen, and i'm so proud to call you my friend. It's why your my favourite twat in the world.

thankyou so much

eylah wrote: »

.😴😴😴💀💀💀💀

@eylah i'm guessing that's short for not being able to sleep or it hurting in your sleep from the sunburn? Sorry, i'm useless at interpreting emoji's

.😴😴😴💀💀💀💀

DonnerKebab wrote: »

eylah wrote: »

im so sry to hear abt what happened to you @DonnerKebab you deserved none of what happened to you and you deserve a happy life. im so sry i rly am

it’s just shit bc i was to weak to fight for justice for myself.

im not gonna say anymore bc i don’t want to trigger anyone or you nathan

@eylah you don't ever have to worry about triggering me. I actually am lucky enough or unlucky enough i guess to have been emotionally hardened over the years to the point where nothing triggers me at all. Just know, i'm always here to listen if you ever want to talk about it.

And you aren't weak eylah, you're the opposite. You are strong. You've never let that light in you be extinguished ever, throughout all that pain, you've remained that kind soul, without fail. That is the strongest thing i've ever seen, and i'm so proud to call you my friend. It's why your my favourite twat in the world.

might try sleep in a min but wanted to say how much i appreciate you and that i am am sending you so many hugs. and that you’re the best ever thankyou so much for caring abt me .