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1 year today i lost my mum.

@Redemption
I am so sorry that you are struggling right now, I am here for you.
I am also sorry that you are currently feeling sick, that is not a nice way to feel.

I am here if you would like to talk through some things some more.

Redemption wrote: »

@DonnerKebab How are feeling about the interview now? So fustrating I completely get it

@Redemption i'm doing fine now. I was a little annoyed earlier, but these things happen. They'll reschedule it and it'll be business as usual when they do.

@DonnerKebab How are feeling about the interview now? So fustrating I completely get it

eylah wrote: »

Redemption wrote: »

I might rip my certificate up

you might feel like ripping it up in this moment but when you start to feel more positive you may regret ripping it up. so maybe until youre feeling more positive maybe putting it away til you feel much better. hugs

Ive not done it but it is only a participation certificate and everyone got one. It doesn't equal to any qualification or anything like my functional skills one technicalky it does its a qualification, I wouldn't rip but this just a petty certificate so not going to help me plus it doesn't affect anyone else if I did rip it. Im ok now though just was worked up earlier, I appreciate you.

I might rip my certificate up

I enjoy my classes but they're overwhelming i love them so much but i have a lot to do and its not hwk i give myself a lot to do bc ik if i dont di everything now ill struggle in yr13 but also i never truely recovered from yr11 im trying to learn how to be kind to myself but also disciplined and i think i might be too harsh on myself bc I hate myself and not just like in a i don't work enough kinda way also in a physical way whether that be my weight height or anything else i see all the girls put on make up so I do too maybe it will make me feel prettier less broken but it never does i never look as effortless as them i dont have any friends at school im alone most of the time people dont like me i dyed my hair thinking maybe this will help me feel prettier or less broken but it doesnt. I get jealous of other girls who seem to have everything I want yeah maybe they arent happy but at least they have friends at least people like them at least theyre popular anyway i have to go before i get in trouble

i got a phonecall back frm a pwp, i told them to tlk to my mum. mum sed wat had gone on and mum told me it was ''n and a' (without triggering any1) will the living accommodation find out, it was me who sounded the sirens?

DonnerKebab wrote: »

Slightly annoyed. Got an email just before the interview telling me they need to reschedule it. In normal circumstances, that would be fine, no problem, but they emailed me a week ago to bring it forward, only to a bit before the interview reschedule it again. I will grant them that they emailed me an hour before, which i only just saw when it was supposed to start, but i'm actually quite pissed off about it now. I got all my data science projects, and all my AI projects loaded in the background so i can screenshare it all and show them my work portfolio, only for them to pull this bugger of a stunt.

@DonnerKebab thats so so fustrating, Im really sorry they did that, it's not ideal at all and cancelling last minute but hopefully it goes well when its rescheduled.