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TW// suicide - I’m back to rock bottom
Strong details of self harm so proceed with caution!! No description of self harm or pictures just details of what feeling I get from it internally!!!
Honestly I don’t know what happened it’s weird it’s like one minute I was doing well and then all of a sudden I’m back wanting to cry 24/7, wanting to relapse again, part of me feels like it’s due to the comfort of not feeling okay but honestly I don’t know maybe I’m scared, maybe I’m scared that if im being discharged then I’ll be back to wanting to die and unable to be safe? Lately I’ve been thinking about things, people that hurt me in the past and like wanting to be in contact with them again for that firmiliarity of being hurt again?
So as some know I was a member of youth voice and community connectors however last week I made the decision to step away from it because I was starting to feel unable to juggle everything but it’s weird now I’ve left I feel lost I don’t know it’s probably so stupid and I don’t know if this is against rules I’m assuming it’s not but yeah I chose to prioritise my mental health but now I have everything has come crashing down on me for some strange reasons.
I want to self harm again just to feel the pain like I don’t like seeing my scars gone I don’t like that they healed, I used to smile when I’d look at my sh because I always used it to punish me?
Anyways I’m sorry this is really stupid and I’ve not vented in a long long time on here so feel free to ignore 💚
Take care!
River
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Re: What the heck?
Hey @River thanks so much for flagging this and we're really sorry for the inconvienience. Essentially, it looks like our account permissions were temporarily changed, however, it seems to be back to our usual levels / package now with Chatwee. We will keep monitoring the situation, and so far it looks like we'll be back to normal on Monday this coming week.
Thank you again for flagging and glad you could join the General Thread as an alternative space!
Thank you again for flagging and glad you could join the General Thread as an alternative space!
Sian321
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Re: the little things you do matter. 🩵
Animalloverb wrote: »@eylah
I have only just seen this now,
I really needed to see this.
Remember to resite this and remember these powerful things you have told all of us during the times when you are finding things hard.
hugs 🫂 im here for you.
eylah
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Re: the little things you do matter. 🩵
@eylah
I have only just seen this now,
I really needed to see this.
Remember to resite this and remember these powerful things you have told all of us during the times when you are finding things hard.
I have only just seen this now,
I really needed to see this.
Remember to resite this and remember these powerful things you have told all of us during the times when you are finding things hard.
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