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Re: goodbye and thank you! 👋🏼
@ella I haven’t been here and interacted with everyone as much these past few months, but seeing your posts and working so hard to provide some many things in the mix have been really amazing and will be a thing to miss now that you’re leaving 🫂
Thank you so much for everything! It was always a pleasure to speak with you in our little interactions and your presence will truly be missed here. Wishing you all the best in the future, really appreciate everything you’ve done for us 💕💕
Thank you so much for everything! It was always a pleasure to speak with you in our little interactions and your presence will truly be missed here. Wishing you all the best in the future, really appreciate everything you’ve done for us 💕💕
Trimina
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Re: goodbye and thank you! 👋🏼
i defo havent cried at this. im going to miss you so much ella from the time i first met you to now i cant thank you enough. thankyou so much for everything you have done for me and everyone at the mix. i wish you the best in youth voice. 
eylah
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Re: General chit chat
We do have sunshine a bit but it is chilly! It’s meant to get warmer later in the week I think, so making the most like the boring twat that I am and hanging the washing out. Can I just say that bedding is the worst thing to hang on a washing line! I gave up trying to hang it up perfectly, it looks shocking but at least it’s on the line right? And at least it’s sunny.
I feel somewhat accomplished today, I showered, changed, put the wash on and hoovered before 12pm. And my washing is out too. In comparison to some days recently this is a big big productive day for me, I’m pretty amazed tbh lol! I feel i might be deserving of a treat.
Edit: also pleased to see this thread more active again, it’s such a great space.
I feel somewhat accomplished today, I showered, changed, put the wash on and hoovered before 12pm. And my washing is out too. In comparison to some days recently this is a big big productive day for me, I’m pretty amazed tbh lol! I feel i might be deserving of a treat.
Edit: also pleased to see this thread more active again, it’s such a great space.
Re: General chit chat
@leyla26 we have sun here yay but i am currently in bed with my oodie, quilt, 2 blankets and my electric blanket on absolutely shivering instead - i knew i was getting unwell again😩i just want to feel warm haha i hope you’re enjoying the weather!
Re: (TW SH and Suicide) Had enough 😒
hey lottie your not a failure nor a disappoitment. your going through a lot atm but you know what? your here right now and that is admirable bearing in mind everything that is being thrown at you. i know theres not much i can say that will make things better but im so proud of you lottie. your doing your best and thats enough. keep going lottie bc you deserve a happy life but i know things are rly hard atm but i know there is positive times ahead. im here for you always
im here for you always eylah
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Re: (TW SH and Suicide) Had enough 😒
hey @Lottie5433 🙂
i’m really sorry you’re feeling this way. i want you to know that you’re NOT a disappointment, and you’re definitely not a failure, no matter what your mind is telling you right now. you’ve been struggling, but you’re still here, still reaching out, still fighting. that takes so much strength, even if it doesn’t feel like it!!
i’m really proud of you for contacting shout when things got overwhelming. that’s not a small thing, that’s you choosing to keep going, even when it feels impossible, and i know it’s scary to think about telling your parents or your therapist, but we’re all here for you, whatever you decide to do.
you’re not wasting anyone’s time. your pain is real, and you deserve support. i know it probably doesn’t feel like it right now, but things can get better, even if it’s just one small step at a time. please keep holding on, you matter more than you know.
please do reach out if you’re feeling unsafe, you are so so deserving of support!
you’ve got this, i believe in you
i’m really sorry you’re feeling this way. i want you to know that you’re NOT a disappointment, and you’re definitely not a failure, no matter what your mind is telling you right now. you’ve been struggling, but you’re still here, still reaching out, still fighting. that takes so much strength, even if it doesn’t feel like it!!
i’m really proud of you for contacting shout when things got overwhelming. that’s not a small thing, that’s you choosing to keep going, even when it feels impossible, and i know it’s scary to think about telling your parents or your therapist, but we’re all here for you, whatever you decide to do.
you’re not wasting anyone’s time. your pain is real, and you deserve support. i know it probably doesn’t feel like it right now, but things can get better, even if it’s just one small step at a time. please keep holding on, you matter more than you know.
please do reach out if you’re feeling unsafe, you are so so deserving of support!
you’ve got this, i believe in you
i had surgery today :( *trigger warning?* )
i had surgery this morning and im just feeling exhausted and mentally struggling bc i was told by the surgeon that im going to need to have another surgery to complete the thing thats wrong. im feeling rly sad bc i was hoping that after today that it was going to be done and sorted but he said it needs one more surgery. bc of my mum passing in the hospital i had the surgery in im feeling rly sad and mixed emotions from everything that has happened today. its been a rly long day but im able to go home in a bit but surgery took a few hours but im feeling better from the anaestic. rn i could do with my mum but i cant have her here bc shes a beautiful angel in heaven. 
why does life suck so much im happy how kind the surgeon and drs were but i am struggling so much bc it is all so much to take in. im tired and just want everything to end bc it is hurting my head massively. 
why does life suck so much im happy how kind the surgeon and drs were but i am struggling so much bc it is all so much to take in. im tired and just want everything to end bc it is hurting my head massively. eylah
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