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Re: Anybody want to vent or chat about anything?
lol what a GREAT interaction I just had with Samaritan….NOT!!!
River
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Re: tw - suicide attempt
shannon_164 wrote: »i hear you and how you feel is so valid - remember we’re here for you @toffuna101 and there’s lots of helplines available too
thanks @shannon_164
Did it again
I read blueberry tf again and when I searched for it one if the threads I wrote in here about it came up which was strange unless my tablet knows my data and stuff. I also used chatgpt which j hate doing sometimes for it. Just wish I could be a regular normal person with normal interests.
Amy22
1
why is nobody scared?
when I was younger I knew about climate change but it was far away back then. but now I am so scared about climate change and the fact that I, a young teenager living with her parents, cannot do anything. I don't understand why nobody else is scared. it's very real, its not a theory anymore, it is happening and in my lifetime the world will become uninhabitable if drastic action is not taken. every day I wonder why nobody else seems to care and it really upsets me.
that's my little rant of the day. if anyone has any tips for sustainable living or generally saving the world t
hey would be much appreciated thanks
ps I included some things we looked at in our chemistry and biology lessons
this is screenshotted from abc bitesize and the gcse course
also David attonbourugh has a load of stuff about it
not trying to make other people scared just asking why nobody cares
that's my little rant of the day. if anyone has any tips for sustainable living or generally saving the world t
hey would be much appreciated thanks
ps I included some things we looked at in our chemistry and biology lessons
this is screenshotted from abc bitesize and the gcse coursenot trying to make other people scared just asking why nobody cares
foxglove
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Re: Anybody want to vent or chat about anything?
DonnerKebab wrote: »
@eylah Yeah. They did an x-ray, saw it was a clean fracture, and had to realign it because it was a bit out, and then they plastered it all. I've got to go and get it checked on every now and then, until it's healed up, so that sucks, but the pain relief helps a lot 😂.
Even got called an idiot by the A&E doctor for leaving it for a few days though, which i think we can all agree on. I've done some impressively stupid things, but hopping around for a whole day with an unchecked broken leg takes the crown 😂😂😂.
And how are you doing my favourite twat?
im so glad you got it looked at bc it 100% sounded like you fractured it even without being a professional. im okay im very hot today and feeling unwell. hugs 🫂
my favourite twat!
eylah
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Re: Did it again
Hi @Amy22, thank you for sharing this with us. I can hear how this is something that's been on your mind lately. Perhaps it's your search history that brought up the thread up? Do you notice anything that triggers you to search for this topic when it happens? We're here to listen to you.
Azziman
1
hate me
'Cause you could fucking hate me and I would say I love you
---
Gertrude appears in my reflection of the mirror saying, "Everyone hates you ED."
I sigh, meeting her so-called gaze where the bandages covered her eyes and I would reply, "I know. And I hate myself too. But I love you."
"Why do you love me?" She asks, confused.
A twisted smile creeps up my face, "Because you made me feel powerful. But now that I'm taking my meds you don't write that world for me anymore. And now I'm no one."
Silence fills the room. It was almost as if she was thinking about something. Finally, she speaks, "You knew."
My smirk drops just as she says that, "You always say that. Knew what?"
There's no reply.
But still, I love her regardless of what she says. Because in truth, she's my only real life friend.
---
You could act just like that, I'm right here
---
"I'm right here Gertrude if you need me," I continue before going to sleep.
---
You could fucking hate me and I would say I love you
---
"We all hate you ED," Gertrude says the next night, glaring at me through the bandages as she uncovers them. The same green eyes that I have lingered on me.
---
You could act just like that, I'm not scared
---
But despite that, I wasn't scared. In fact, I felt comforted that someone took the effort to be pissed off at me like that.
---
You could fucking hate me and I would say I love you
---
"You're dead," Gertrude says, "You went to hell."
I smile, "I love you Gertrude."
"Fuck off," She snaps.
---
You could act just like that, I'm right here
---
I shrug, acting so casually about this whole situation when in reality this was serious.
---
You can try to break me and I would say I love you
---
One day, Gertrude would shout slurs at me, "You (slur)!"
"It's fine, I've been exposed to worse," I say, pretending to not act bothered by it.
---
I know I'm fucking broken, I'm right here
---
I hold my head with the palm of my hands, curled up on the bed as I try to get rid of Gertrude. As much as I tried to kill her with kindness, she always came back.
---
as i was writing this gertrude told me to fuck off. geez, i guess she didnt like me writing this.
---
Gertrude appears in my reflection of the mirror saying, "Everyone hates you ED."
I sigh, meeting her so-called gaze where the bandages covered her eyes and I would reply, "I know. And I hate myself too. But I love you."
"Why do you love me?" She asks, confused.
A twisted smile creeps up my face, "Because you made me feel powerful. But now that I'm taking my meds you don't write that world for me anymore. And now I'm no one."
Silence fills the room. It was almost as if she was thinking about something. Finally, she speaks, "You knew."
My smirk drops just as she says that, "You always say that. Knew what?"
There's no reply.
But still, I love her regardless of what she says. Because in truth, she's my only real life friend.
---
You could act just like that, I'm right here
---
"I'm right here Gertrude if you need me," I continue before going to sleep.
---
You could fucking hate me and I would say I love you
---
"We all hate you ED," Gertrude says the next night, glaring at me through the bandages as she uncovers them. The same green eyes that I have lingered on me.
---
You could act just like that, I'm not scared
---
But despite that, I wasn't scared. In fact, I felt comforted that someone took the effort to be pissed off at me like that.
---
You could fucking hate me and I would say I love you
---
"You're dead," Gertrude says, "You went to hell."
I smile, "I love you Gertrude."
"Fuck off," She snaps.
---
You could act just like that, I'm right here
---
I shrug, acting so casually about this whole situation when in reality this was serious.
---
You can try to break me and I would say I love you
---
One day, Gertrude would shout slurs at me, "You (slur)!"
"It's fine, I've been exposed to worse," I say, pretending to not act bothered by it.
---
I know I'm fucking broken, I'm right here
---
I hold my head with the palm of my hands, curled up on the bed as I try to get rid of Gertrude. As much as I tried to kill her with kindness, she always came back.
---
as i was writing this gertrude told me to fuck off. geez, i guess she didnt like me writing this.
Re: Anybody want to vent or chat about anything?
@eylah Yeah. They did an x-ray, saw it was a clean fracture, and had to realign it because it was a bit out, and then they plastered it all. I've got to go and get it checked on every now and then, until it's healed up, so that sucks, but the pain relief helps a lot 😂.
Even got called an idiot by the A&E doctor for leaving it for a few days though, which i think we can all agree on. I've done some impressively stupid things, but hopping around for a whole day with an unchecked broken leg takes the crown 😂😂😂.
And how are you doing my favourite twat?
