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Re: Sleep escape
I think they must trigger me
I have a clean bed and clean shower
They buy food that I can eat
I’m trying to shift my sleep schedule (slowly, last time I did it way too soon and went all wrong) to wake up at 6:30am so I can always get the first bus out? I’m scared to be in my room
it feels harder to escape the eating disorder
the eating disorder thoughts:( they can be there a lot
For months I just cried and overate and binge ate and that was horrible.
Now I like my body and that is amazing and I have not binge eaten or over eaten in MONTHS.
But I get extreme fear loads of intrusive thoughts
When I wasn’t allowed to be picked up late before I put into my calendar “hours of suffering” every night, on Christmas I just lay on the floor crying for a few hours and my parents were just there
They didn’t say much
I felt extremely extremely extremely bad
I have a clean bed and clean shower
They buy food that I can eat
I’m trying to shift my sleep schedule (slowly, last time I did it way too soon and went all wrong) to wake up at 6:30am so I can always get the first bus out? I’m scared to be in my room
it feels harder to escape the eating disorder
the eating disorder thoughts:( they can be there a lotFor months I just cried and overate and binge ate and that was horrible.
Now I like my body and that is amazing and I have not binge eaten or over eaten in MONTHS.
But I get extreme fear loads of intrusive thoughts
When I wasn’t allowed to be picked up late before I put into my calendar “hours of suffering” every night, on Christmas I just lay on the floor crying for a few hours and my parents were just there
They didn’t say much
I felt extremely extremely extremely bad
nem
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Re: Sleep escape
It’s hard
Cus my parents aren’t like violent or anything
But it does seem that when I’m around them I get depressed and manic and desperate and my eating disorder gets worse .
Cus my parents aren’t like violent or anything
But it does seem that when I’m around them I get depressed and manic and desperate and my eating disorder gets worse .
nem
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Re: Not well.
@shannon_164
Hey, Shannon. ☺️ I can appreciate the thoughtful reply, very kind of you. When I was in hospital, I was surrounded by those that I could relate to. We supported each other emotionally and mentally. I hope I inspired some hope within them. We all deserve to be happy. The world is cruel; therefore I won’t be. No matter how hard my life may get.
Hey, Shannon. ☺️ I can appreciate the thoughtful reply, very kind of you. When I was in hospital, I was surrounded by those that I could relate to. We supported each other emotionally and mentally. I hope I inspired some hope within them. We all deserve to be happy. The world is cruel; therefore I won’t be. No matter how hard my life may get.
Re: Sleep escape
Some guy told me I should live with him but he doesn’t seem very reliable
lol
Would be nice tho
lol
Would be nice tho
nem
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Re: Sleep escape
I don’t really have a plan no
I went to the housing executive before
They can put you in a hostel kinda but yeah sounds bad
Maybe there’s like one neighbour who’d let me sleep on her floor for a night but not really I don’t think I’d ask I don’t know really
I went to the housing executive before
They can put you in a hostel kinda but yeah sounds bad
Maybe there’s like one neighbour who’d let me sleep on her floor for a night but not really I don’t think I’d ask I don’t know really
nem
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Re: ⚡️ 2024 Quiz ⚡️
Omg I love this! Really hope to be able to come. Please remind on the day so I don’t forget 
Mum
My parents won’t let me live with them unless I tell them all the dates of all my mental health appointments
nem
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Re: Not well.
I completely agree, it is okay to be at your lowest. It does not make you weak, it just means you are human. You have been through so much, and yet you are still here, still pushing forward, even when it feels impossible. That alone shows your strength.
I am really sorry you are going through this and truly hope you find some relief and recovery soon. You deserve peace and happiness, even if it feels far away right now. Keep holding on, even if it is just for those small moments of light. They matter, and so do you.
I am really sorry you are going through this and truly hope you find some relief and recovery soon. You deserve peace and happiness, even if it feels far away right now. Keep holding on, even if it is just for those small moments of light. They matter, and so do you.
