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unknowngirly777 wrote: »

I am always anxious. Always overthinking. Always nervous, Always scared. I hate feeling like this. I cant regulate my emotions. I am so nervous that a guy I have now blocked, will go and try speak to my ex, because he found out my ex's social media page. It just made me want to throw up with anxiety yesterday.

I am tired. I am draining myself out. I don't know how to just stop panicking, and I don't know, maybe this guy/probably wont go and message my ex, but then how can I ever be sure? Anxiety is always about 'thinking of the worst' but I can't manage to distract myself one bit.

I just want my anxiety to stop

Thank you @eylah I'll deffo check them out, very kind of you

I really really appreciate that, thank you @eylah 🩷

Thanks @toffuna101, @sinead276, @Redemption and @Nemuritai for the kind words, they mean a lot. I was originally going to leave same day because I was told that @TheMix where going to implement these changes yesterday, but it looks like that's not happening. So I'm planning to stay here until the changes are actually implemented. Lastly, the reason this response took so long is because I was busy with a bunch of stuff.

Im screwed if I get fired from tjis role, apparently employers can sack you for anything as long as its not discrimination under 2 years, like any mistake or whatever can be like boom, Im back to square one, its so tough, I don't know if I can take another setback like this again

Thank you Eylah, I'm probably going to pay it back soon just yh, I always wanna stay 0 debt unless a mortgage or somet

Hey @Summerjune15, it's donnerkebab if you remember me at all, cause of the username change on here.

You're not overreacting. That is an understandable and terrifying fear to have. It's not dramatic at all, full stop, and you should not ever have to feel like your concerns or fears are unreasonable. You 100% deserve to be taken seriously.

Doctors and paramedics can truly be assholes at times, i know that one from personal experience, and for them to not take your fears and concerns seriously is bang out of order. But there are options available to put in complaints possibly, given how they're treating you, and it might make them take it more seriously, if that's a path you want to explore potentially? It really sounds like an immensely traumatic experience to struggle for breathe during these seizures, and i'm so sorry that nobody is taking your concerns as seriously as they should.

I feel fine about now, this happens to me every now and then so I'm not exactly under a lot of stress right now.