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It's just tiring. Like this whole week I've pushed myself to seem happy when I'm not, I'm falling apart completely but then there's things around that are just shit because like I gotta talk to this social worker on Tuesday when I really really don't want to because it's gonna bring up so much from the past and then there's also the fact that this time last year my aunt was lying in hospice and we were being told she had days left.

The 22nd marks a year since she passed and although that's not for 11 days there's still the fact that she was suffering at this point last year. My uncle is also really struggling and I can tell just by how he's displaying.

I'm in such a low place and it's just a never ending pit but it's tricky because like I'm stuck this way and I don't have any support until the 22nd (college) and the 28th (psychologist). I'm 10 days clean from sh and all but it doesn't feel like an achievement. I'm just numb around it.

So today I have shorts and T-shirt on so my scars are visible should I put a jumper on? Or are they okay idk

Hi Rose!

It's completely up to you whether you put on a jumper, as it is your body and it doesn't sound like you'd be hurting anyone. If you would feel more comfy with a jumper on then this is just as valid as if you don't wish to wear on. Can we explore a bit about what makes you worry if it is okay to have them on show?

aw thanks @shannon_164 it means a lot to me