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sat here sobbing bc i feel a failure. :’)

I feel… a failure
Something that helped me before was.... realising it’s true :’) but to remember to not let dad get to me.
To help me today, I need... keep going no matter what. to sleep ( maybe)? 😂😴

Thank you so much Gemma and everyone, I really appreciate it.

There’s stuff absolutely everywhere, my mum wants to sort stationery when I’ve got so much to do today, so now I’m trying to do a million things at once, everything is going wrong and I have to get up and move everything around every few minutes because someone wants to walk through the house. I can’t deal with all this, I know it’s just pathetic but I need it all to just stop for a minute

having another panic attack bc dad has set me off again.

Tried to close my eyes to go sleep but I heared mum, not my current, my birth mum. I don’t know how, I don’t know why, she was trying to talk to me