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im ok you? @Nemuritai

Aw that's good @toffuna101 honestly I'm having a really tough few weeks but I'll be okay, I've just had to slow down more recently.

im ok you? @Nemuritai

Hey there @Verity, thank you for the reply. I really appreciate being heard. It's difficult to explain but I've had thoughts about not wanting to be here anymore since I was a lot younger, they've kind of been on and off though. Sometimes the thoughts aren't really there or just kind of in the background, but other times like recently they feel louder and more overwhelming. I don't really know why they're there exactly, I suppose things at home have been quite difficult in the past, though I'd rather not go into detail about that right now.

I would absolutely go to the support and general chats if it were possible, however due to having parental controls on my device I'm not able to. I will however try to use the support threads here when I can, and being able to chat on the boards has been so helpful as well.

I was able to talk to samaritans this evening via webchat which was scary but I'm proud that I managed to. Even if it can't fix things it was really good to get things off my chest and offload a bit.

I just wanted to let everyone here know that I'm really proud of you all, you're all really brave for keeping going, even if it doesn’t feel that way

havent been on here for a while. i hope everyones okay

Just kinda struggling,
I just finished a 4hr drive and I’m shattered and exhausted to a point I want to cry and just yeah but I don’t want to seem rude to my boyfriend’s family that I’m with.
I’m sat in the lodge room on the verge of tears but I don’t want to cry or anything coz I don’t want them to hear.
Hit a mini crisis last night and missed my final counselling session with qwell so idk what to do really.
I’m just struggling and I know I likely will this whole week I’m off and away from work but I don’t want to tell anyone here with me.
Worst of all I wanted to wear a dress tomorrow for this meal we are having and I don’t think the body dysmorphia or eating disorder voice will allow me to

Kooth called an ambulance because CMHT refused to contact them back, the ambulance contacted CMHT and the coordinator was rude she immediately said I’m reporting this. Somewhat glad to know it’s not just me thinking these people are rude to me. I’m going through such a rough period none of my coping skills are working. My social services referral has been escalated as a safeguarding concern due to my risk.