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Re: my mum. :( ( addiction )
mum is still very sleepy. they still keeping her in icu. but she breathing on her own.
eylah
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Re: I’m a free woman - but I don’t feel relieved (TW police/suicide)
I think that’s a positive thing to hear though, even if you don’t feel positively about it. That’s totally valid and okay, just trying to say I’m glad it doesn’t seem like it’ll get any worse or anything. From what I know of it, it makes sense that you’d be frustrated and confused about why it all happened. I think it’s totally natural to feel the way you do. I suppose if nothing more is happening about it then you can begin to move on? I know it’s one of those things that stays with you, but I really hope it will be easier for you soon. I’m not sure what you’re supposed to do to process things - maybe you could try keeping a journal or something? I dont know why it’s so hard to access any proper help. I hope you’ll start to feel free and relieved soon, but it’s okay if that takes time, and okay if you don’t feel that at all. You’ve been so strong to get through all that. Sorry for this rubbish reply, I really wish there was something I could say to actually help you. Sending hugs
Re: Im so fed up. tw
NateORlucah wrote: »Im so fed up. of everything. my carers dont even listen anymore, I feel like they never did anyway. every time I try to speak my mind they turn it into some arguement then blame me for it. im fed up.
I told them I felt like they were getting rid of me after they turned around and said they could get me a new placement, they said in an arguement later on that it was my choice but at the time it felt like they just wanted me gone. it still does. I dont even know what I feel anymore.
Im just so done. Im 16 and it feels like no one wants to look after me because im too much to handle. even my adoptive home fell apart. I feel like I have no family apart from my friends. I just want to curl up and disappear. Im too much to handle because I cant control my enotions and anger. its not my fault though, is it? maybe it is.
So now im moving to another place that will probably break down eventually too because no one understands me enough.
I just want to disapear but I cant because my friends said that they would go too. I feel trapped in this never ending cycle.
Plus my carers are accusing me of telling people that they are leaving me (I didnt tell anyone) so people are lying , and my carer just shut the door on me and didnt even let me speak.
(edited because I forgot a key point)