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[OLD] The 'I need a hug' thread - please read first post before posting :)
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I'm tired of being afraid to sleep.
I need strength to not self harm today.
And my mind just switched into panic mode.
Suddenly, someone was watching me through my phone and knew I was online, and they've been waiting for me this whole time.
Thing is, I know it's not true and I hate myself for panicking the way that I did. They're wondering if I'm okay and I can't even respond to them.
I'm tired of constantly fighting with myself.
I always had really good mental health and felt like I could always see things positively and stuff but like earlier this year things just became so bad and I don't know why. I have to try so hard to feel okay and I struggle to even talk about it anymore.
I don't understand what's happening and I really really want it to stop, I don't know what to do I'm trying to get counselling but nothing has ever been this real of a threat to me. I honestly even hate the thought of posting this but who cares
Fuck my life
We are here for you all and care about you all
"Like when I was down you just had that smile that made me feel like everything's worthwhile. Thinking of the day when you went away, what a life to take, what a bond to break, I'll be missing you"
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