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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    My referral came through and appointments next week. I'm so anxious
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    lovemimoonlovemimoon Posts: 2,318 Boards Champion
    Regained my sleeping schedule but the dreams are coming back again and I'm tired of waking up, feeling like shit.

    I'm tired of being afraid to sleep.
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    Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    I couldn't have said that any better myself @lovemimoon I've felt very similarly lately. I hope you feel better soon and I'm here to chat if you need it.
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    Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Deactivated Posts: 1,646 Extreme Poster
    I cannot even begin to explain how empty and disrespected I feel.

    I need strength to not self harm today.

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    Past UserPast User Definition of a mental mess and a certified lost cause :) EnglandPosts: 0 Just got here
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    Past UserPast User Definition of a mental mess and a certified lost cause :) EnglandPosts: 0 Just got here
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    Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,147 Part of The Furniture
    Just hoping there is something the GP can do . My meds aren’t working and my mood is all over the place . It’s soo frustrating being happy one minute and then angry and then crying
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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    Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Deactivated Posts: 1,646 Extreme Poster
    I think I know why I feel the way I do. I feel hurt and people aren't listening to me and it's been upsetting to see other people being being heard first time round.
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    lovemimoonlovemimoon Posts: 2,318 Boards Champion
    Too sad to go to sleep, too tired to stay awake.
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    independent_independent_ Community Champion Posts: 8,630 Legendary Poster
    Wish the constant negative thoughts would stop
    “Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to, it’s not for them.”
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    Past UserPast User Definition of a mental mess and a certified lost cause :) EnglandPosts: 0 Just got here
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    lovemimoonlovemimoon Posts: 2,318 Boards Champion
    I managed to get back on my phone for a bit and I was doing okay. Spoke to a supportive friend and I get a text message, asking me if I was okay.

    And my mind just switched into panic mode.
    Suddenly, someone was watching me through my phone and knew I was online, and they've been waiting for me this whole time.

    Thing is, I know it's not true and I hate myself for panicking the way that I did. They're wondering if I'm okay and I can't even respond to them.

    I'm tired of constantly fighting with myself.
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    ApolloApollo Posts: 804 Part of The Mix Family
    I saw a thing about signs of depression and almost all of them applied to me. I don't want to sound stupid but it scares me a lot.

    I always had really good mental health and felt like I could always see things positively and stuff but like earlier this year things just became so bad and I don't know why. I have to try so hard to feel okay and I struggle to even talk about it anymore.

    I don't understand what's happening and I really really want it to stop, I don't know what to do I'm trying to get counselling but nothing has ever been this real of a threat to me. I honestly even hate the thought of posting this but who cares
    🎵 I feel so funny these days, I'd rather sleep than stay awake 🎵
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    Past UserPast User Posts: 0 Just got here
    So fucking anxious today. Just typical.
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    StephanieStephanie Moderator Posts: 1,084 Wise Owl
    Sending hugs to you all that need one :heart:

    We are here for you all and care about you all :smile:
                                   "Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times if only one remembers to turn on the light" - Albus Dumbledore 

    "Like when I was down you just had that smile that made me feel like everything's worthwhile. Thinking of the day when you went away, what a life to take, what a bond to break, I'll be missing you"

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    Past UserPast User Definition of a mental mess and a certified lost cause :) EnglandPosts: 0 Just got here
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Nobody gives a shit about how much I'm struggling
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    I just want...to fucking scream.
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,505 Skive's The Limit
    💩
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    Past UserPast User Recovering🥀 LondonPosts: 0 Just got here
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    I feel guilty for existing
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,505 Skive's The Limit
    I wanna die so bad 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 help me
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    Past UserPast User Definition of a mental mess and a certified lost cause :) EnglandPosts: 0 Just got here
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    independent_independent_ Community Champion Posts: 8,630 Legendary Poster
    I can pretend things are ok as much as I like but I’m honestly in self destruct mode at this point and idk what to do anymore
    “Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to, it’s not for them.”
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