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[OLD] The 'I need a hug' thread - please read first post before posting :)
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Im soo sad & really hate myself & dont want to be in this body. Keep thinking about what death is like. Really want to know but only one way to find out.:(Although all options seem better/more peaceful than this life,even hell.
Feel like killing my self so can be reincarnated into someone more worthy of breathing
I think something is wrong with Teddy
he was sick this morning which happens sometimes and is normally yellow foam (sorry for graphics aha) which normally just means bile
But it was white and wasn't foam and he didn't gag and was dribblinng sort and i don’t know he seemed really sad. And then before I left he was sick again but didn't seem like sick and then he gave a sad look like "please help" but I had to leave because I really need to get my dad a birthday present.
Now on bus and feel like should go back home. But my dad was home so not like I left him alone. But still stressed. I don’t know what to do if I think somethin is wrong with him caus I took him to the vets before for diareha and they said nothing wrong but give meds incase and that was like £80 and the next day and days after he was fine even though didn't even take it so that was a waste of money really and don't have money to use ah
i feel ill now though ah
I’m all agitated and shakey and panic breathing and doing the whole pushing out out of my seat with my hands - I still haven’t peoperly calmed down from the last lot just fuck Off 😥
- Despite my efforts, as I don't wanna stress her out grooming is hard, so she ends up with some matts and tangles.
- I had a spell (think in 2018) where though I was still seeing her, I wasn't seeing her an ideal amount and was missing a fair few days. But that's fixed now.
- I haven't been able to prevent every single bit of stress for her ever cause that's just impossible.
- Right now she's not going to the upstairs of her hutch which is making me feel really bad. But I'm sure I can coax her back up with hay and veggies and stuff.
I mean, looking back on that, I don't really see a reason that I'm a failure to her? Think it sounds like I love her deeply, and am always trying my best for her? I mean, I guess if it were someone else saying that about their guinea pig to me, I'd think exactly that.i feel so sorry for myselfff😭i don’t know why am ill or what is wrong😭😭😭
OMG
IAM DYING
Well maybe sight overaggeration but I woke up this morning feeling better. But being really thirsty. So drank lot of water and that just made me unwell as my body was obvs like oh we have something to her unwell with lol. So now I am going to die of dehydration 🙃and cant drink or eat otherwise will be ill.
wouldn't be such of a hypocondratic if I knew why ah
i just really hate myself. I feel disgusting everday & everything i do i wish i didnt, when isnt anything with it. I just feel like people judge people a lot
i can do this anymore , I hate myself so much and I’m so scared for the outcome of the MDT meeting 😭 please someone just take the pain away please I beg anyone 😔
Just hoping that Facebook post that I just saw, which said "if you do not share this image you will die at 3:35am" is true.
Looll. Really Doubt it but suicidal that I literally hold any unrealistic hope of me dying