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the only reason i keep going is because i couldnt do it to the person who found my body-to haunt them with the image of it is something i am not able to do-i have come so close so many times-so many tries that were so pathetic-like myself-i cant even kill myself properly
Wow That's a really good idea, I never thought about doing that, I msy try that next time
The things that keep me going are, for example, meeting Rich and Marie at some point and getting into teaching
If you ever want to talk then it's absolutely fine to PM me, if you want I can PM you my MSN address too.
I have another reason for you to keep going: Even though I don't know you in real life as it were, from what i've read from your posts, I think you are a lovely, kind, wam hearted person, and I would be disappointed and upset if you ended it all, you can get through hun xx
I used to put my list(s) on the wall so that I could look at it when I needed to and it was there for whenever I needed to add to it. It worked for me
Thankyou, I shall do that next time, it sounds like a fantastic idea
There is still hope for you. Even when you are like this you are still thinking about others. You are a good person if you could but believe it. Same as Your-babe has said you can PM me or MSN or whatever I always have found it helps to talk to other people even if its just to take your mind off it.
Please don't kill yourself.
Yep, feeling exactly the same right now. Hang on in there though, I'm hoping that it'll get to the point where it can only get better, though right now I doubt that'll be the case. Take care xx
Sorry to hear that.
Just feel so lonely. So pathetic. I really can't do this anymore.
It's not easy at all, I fucking hate this feeling. I just hate being on my own, at least that's how I feel. I NEED and HAVE to stop harming to get better for uni, yet I can't fucking do it. It shows how much of a failure I really am.
I'm feeling alright now for some bizzare reason. And I haven't cut myself/thought about it for 8 days now.:)
Thankyou, I appreciate it, if I'm honest I don't have a clue what I want, apart from a strong drink, and a break from myself.
That's so good to hear Sofie, you should be so proud Keep it up xx
you are not a failure-whatever happens your not-i know you feel pressured but dont let that push you away from what your doing-your too good for that
sofie-glad to hear that
You'll be okay, you've been through a lot the last few weeks, but seeing as you've got this far you can do it. Chuck yourself head first into your studies, even if you dont want too, I did it last year and it really helped. And yes the falling feeling is proper bollocks, I've been there many times myself. xx
And hyper-person, thanks for the support and everything, just don't understand the point in feeling like this or why I am, I used to be such a happy person, wish I could be her again.
Having a strong drink can help in the short term, but dont overdo it as it will make you feel worse. I want a break from myself
quite a bit as well, those days when you just want your head to shut the hell up and leave you alone.
True, I didn't think of it in that light, it's just all getting too much though. I just want to disappear somewhere. I will try to do some work tonight, seeing I have the deadline tomorrow, it's near enough done thou.
That sounds so familiar. I can't stnad it that I feel like I can't get through this. May have one or two drinks, need something.
Thankyou I appreciate it, I just feel like a burden sometimes.
Try and finish your work and have a couple of drinks as a reward. Its fine to have bad days, in no way are you a burden. People care and want to see you happy. Talking it out is always good, if you bottle it up it only gets worse, trust me.
you are not a burden i promise you-i wouldnt offer if i thought that-you've been there for me and its my turn to be there for you and everyone else
There's no way that's true, you're just having a hard time and that's what we're all here for, to support each other. I really hope you start to feel better soon xx
Thankyou to Liv and Hyper too. That's a good idea about using the drink as a reward, think I'll do that. Just made myself a cup of 'calming' tea, and having a yoghurt which I brought as a treat, just need to calm myself down and get back into things, I can't harm tonight.