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read into the lies & look through the smile
can u show me what i did wrong
and what i should do so someone can love me again
i feel like a mistake waiting to be found
so lonely it cant be explained
cos ppl hurt me so much and this time i cant get up
and soon i'll be gone
where i belong
@Xee That makes a lot of sense actually.
The way I see it; Sometimes I just need to spend some time with myself, and process some stuff at my own pace. But if you leave me alone for too long, then it starts affecting me badly. Idk how to explain it.
(Oh wait, damn. With the context behind this quote what you said makes even more sense! I'm actually really surprised)
My whole life, I've felt like a burden
I think too much, and I hate it
I'm so used to being in the wrong, I'm tired of caring
Loving never gave me a home, so I'll sit here in the silence
I found peace in your violence
Can't show me, there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
I'm so used to sharing
Love only left me alone"
A quotes from White Nights, by Fyodor Dostoyevsky
I really like these lyrics a lot and I too feel like the fire itself is a symbol of a person's mental health. I also feel like it could represent a person's thought process and when you look inside a thought you are able to disect and analyse differents thought processes. But also I do feel that the fire is mental health itself, and how if not looked after it can affect how you feel including your daily routine. I feel like the lyrics speak out about how important it is to look after yourself and find true peace within in yourself thus the lyric "Look into the fire, it will warm you".
Also its not actually lyrics, its literally a quote I took from a game xD
But my head was underwater
They called me weak
Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
they come to u when u r not ready
but leave when u need them the most
Where all the bad stuff won't attack me
Pushing me back till I can't breathe
Crashes right back when I think I'm happy
Is there a world where it's okay?
No breakdowns every other day
Cracking until I'm nothing
Broken when I thought I was okay
Didn't even stop to question
Every time you burned me down
Don't know how for a moment it felt like heaven
Loved me with your worst intentions
Painted us a happy ending
Every time you burned me down
Don't know how for a moment it felt like heaven
Can I trust what I see?
When I'm torn at the seams
How can I make believe?
The fabric of reality
Is strong enough to tether me
There's weightlessness in fantasy
Life's heavy, but it's gravity
Maybe I'm missing it
Bliss is just ignorance
Cloaked as indifference
Cognitive dissonance
When I lie up at night
Truth isn't hard to find
Wake up and live with it
Cognitive dissonance
everybody agrees
And I watch all my bridges burn to the ground
And you don't want to know me, I will just let you down
You don't wanna know me now
Back when I really thought I knew you
Back when I'd die not to lose you
Yeah, you knew I didn't have many friends when I met you
Was the new kid, trying to impress you
You always loved coming to the rescue
What's your problem?
You think that you're a God
You came and fucked my life up when you knew that I was lost
What's your problem?
I'm crying on the floor
You made me hate myself, just so that I would love you more
You are not the exception
You will never learn your lesson
Foolish one
Stop checking your mailbox for confessions of love
That ain't never gonna come
Flailing someone help me
Then I see the light
Follow the flame
But I get too close it
Vanishes out of sight
Reach out for your
Warm hand it's extended
Right out, out to me
But when I try
When I try to touch it
You're gone, I can't breathe
Did they hear it escaping through the city streets?
It's mine, lost long ago...
I can't find my beloved shadow
It hid underground, perhaps it feels better down there
It's status is 'lost'...
I lost my thoughts, I lost my purpose
I lost simple words, I lost love too
I lost the stars in the sky, when the heart is in need...
Did anybody see a pair of pink glasses?
Which in many colours painted the world
They're mine, lost long ago...
There is something left, its called 'hope'
If only I want I will let it run free
But seems like its already getting dressed...
I lost my thoughts, I lost my purpose
I lost simple words, I lost love too
I lost the stars in the sky, when the heart is in need
Only not to lose strength
When I told you "I'm fine", you were lied to
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?
Cause every time I get too close, I just go mess it up
To check on me
I walked in the room, eyes are red, and I don't smoke banga
Did you check on me? Did you check on me?
Now, did you notice me?
nobody will know the paranoia
cus i put a smile on my face
a façade you can never face
if you dont know me that well
u wont see how buried i am inside my grave
The person I've become
It's a hellish lie
I'm ashamed of all I've done
Now I'm terrified
Of the price that is to pay
But I know it's mine
My bed's alrеady made
I need somebody to pull me out
Of this gravе I filled with hate and doubt
I need save right now, can you hear me calling out?
Can you hear me?
I need somebody to build me back up
Hold me steady, we're here for the long run
When you're ready, we'll both jump
Yeah, we'll both jump
You've called me two faced
Told me I'm a waste of space so
Are you happy now?
Just the sober one at parties
I know your fake laugh it's just a
Sound that I am used to
You know you used to
All the time it haunts me oh it haunts me now
So are you happy now?