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@Xee Its the one I posted the link to later and you replied saying you used to listen to it haha Its called Ghost by Au/Ra and Alan Walker
Oh that's embarassing haha, I don't know why I didn't recognise the lyrics
Let the music lift you up
Like you've never been so high
Open up your heart to me
Let the music lift you up
Like you've never been this free
'Til you feel the sunrise
Let the music warm your body
Like the heat of a thousand fires
The heat of a thousand fires
Wait really? Nah
Cold sweats screaming your name?
Why do I get drunk and look at your pictures?
Why do I feel this way?
In my head, we kiss under the stars
But we know that's not what we're doing
Causе, baby, this ain't like the movies
(I feel like I'm posting wayyy too many random lyrics)
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well
This is a shout out to those who never cared
I got scrapes on my heart from all the battles
And I owe you for getting me prepared
I tip my hat to all the haters
Got a handshake for lovers from the past
I got a peace sign for all you backstabbers
You're not the first and you sure won't be the last
To teach us how to fly
Together we cry, we cry
There's so much sad gonna flood the ocean
We're all in tears for a world that's broken
Together we cry
He'd kill me too, but at least he'd make it quick
No, he wouldn't get me hot and heavy
Then pretending he never met me
And make me such a crazy bitch
But there really isn’t much
I’m sure you could find a better deal
Even with your shitty luck
I've been turning over rocks
But a million more problems
Is all that I got in the end
My heart has been rewired
I've been living online
There's ideas of living Lord
But this ain't mine, its pretend
I've been pretty bored today so I've been listening to a lot of music. There is so much I have learnt recently and it has changed my perspective on so many things, this including music. Today I learnt that one of my favourite songs (this one ^) is probably about self harm (not really this part of the lyrics though. Its kinda subtle but I don't know if I'm allowed to share it). This really is something I don't think I would have realised before. It almost feels like I'm listening to completely new songs even though I heard them a million times already. I connect to and understand a lot more songs now. I just wanted to share this. Sorry for posting so much here, I feel like sharing so many lyrics I just can't stop myself haha
It screams poetic like a loaded gun
Your mind was made up
Fucked, pathetic, and numb
Tangled in the web, it’s not a game
Realising there’s no easy way out
No matter how much she tries to shout
Beat myself up now, every chance I see
Nice to everyone, when it comes to me
Cut myself up with brutal honesty
How can you love, if you don't love yourself
If you don't love yourself
You can love no one else
Every twist and turn that our life takes
Like a boat in the sea when the wave breaks
Every night is the dawn of a new day
You don't lose if you learn from your mistakes
This is one of those songs I relate to on a spiritual level. Its so good!
I want to raise my children in such a way that they don't have to recover from their childhood
Idk why it just made me really emotional... Sending hugs to all who want them!
It doesn't hurt so bad
When I'm with you, it doesn’t hurt so bad
It doesn’t hurt so bad
I know that things can fall apart
I know that life can break your heart
But when I'm with you, it doesn’t hurt so bad
It doesn't hurt so bad
So drunk that you could barely even stand
Stumbling along with a beer in your hand
And a smile on that face
That day will always haunt me
That memory never fades away
That moment is a story
That I live on loop every day
I never imagined things to turn out anything like this
But everything can turn around so damn quick
That day will always haunt me
I hate this fucking story
You’re lost but never found no
Six feet below the ground
Where you avoid your problems
Inside us there are so many flaws
Tell me how to defeat them
When this world
From behind golden bars
Is looking at eyes full of tears...
I know, it will still get beautiful
We will chase the darkness away
We will chase all evil away
Which this moment, want to take our happiness away
Silence our voice
We will be above this!
I end up all alone but, I still keep hoping
I won't be scared to let someone know me
Life feels so monotone but, I still keep hoping
I wanna feel all that love and emotion
Be that attached to the person I'm holding
Someday I'll be falling...
Without caution
But for now I'm only...
People watching
Boxes pass along and I wish
That I was sitting in one with you
Have all been growing up with cracks in their foundation
Tryna fill the holes of a whole damn nation
That's lost it's trust
We gotta change before the train leaves the station
And realise the revolution ain't a revelation
It takes blood, sweat, tears, innovation
It starts with us
Starts by giving love to your brother
Giving love to your sister
Giving love to your Misses, love to your Mister
Giving love to your friends, love to your foes
Give the love around and back around it goes
But now those are growing scarce since I used up my soul
Can you hold on just for a little while longer?
I ran around with strangers and I tried to be fun
But, even when surrounded I still feel numb
All the time
In a live fire of difficult questions, we drown all our plans
And we don't know why, we want to read the whole script [of life]
We look for mistakes, we assume the worst
That we won't reach, a happy end.
But its only the beginning, there's so much ahead
Why ask at the start, 'what will happen to us?'
And even if this life already know the answer maybe
It will be more interesting if now it won't tell us anything
So many discovered places where
Others haven't reached yet
So many winding roads against the current
And do we have to lose it all?
When we find ourselves at a corner
What will happen to us?
When the world speeds up dangerously
What will happen to us?
And even if life already knows the answer
Maybe better if it now, won't tell us anything...
And they almost feel like they're real
It's as if I have self-esteem again
It's as if I'm starting to heal
The chills and sweats grab a hold of me
And they pull me out of my dream
They just won't seem to let go of me
To let go of me, to let go of me
Friends who once knew me
These dark thoughts consume me
Running from all of my battles
I'm such a coward
I don't know how I'm coping
Something's given up, something's giving in
Collapsing like a building in a hurricane
How did I let myself get this way?
Living like a phantom, looking like a ghost
I've tried to escape but god I know
This shit has a pull worse than gravity
And it refuses to let go of me