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And all of the paths you've drawn
Sunk to the ocean sand
Where no one can see you stand
Don't let your dark embrace
Cower the dreams you chase
Under the rust and blood
Don't let yourself...
Give up
I will know
Nothing hurts from which I cannot grow
Since the pain
Has a way
It's deceiving, but I'll know I'll be okay
I don't care what's on your mind
The truth is never for us to find
We could lock horn all day
But really who cares what we say
We will be lost before we fade
A perfect family
You hold us close, for the world to see
And when I say you're the only one I've ever loved
I mean those words truthfully
But I know
Without my son your love could disappear
I know it isn't fair, but I don't care
'Cause my love, will still be here
~ Heart of Stone from Six The Musical
"The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
"I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous
I've been just one word in a stupid rhyme
So I picked up a pen and a microphone
History's about to get overthrown
~ Ex Wives from Six The Musical
"The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
"I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous
I've got thick skin and an elastic heart
But your blade it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard
I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
I walk by the faces people passing by
Sometimes I try to find out why I fell behind
Feels like I am blind, but then some guy says it's...
Not too late my friend
To get up and try again
I'll stand right here
While you walk to face the end
As the skies clear up again
I'll disappear
And have a go again
I've been tripping 'bout some things, can't change
Suicidal, same time I'm tameThat was this summer and nobody helped
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
Wanna fucking end it
Pessimistic
Doubled my dosage, but the pain won’t go away
These couple weeks, I haven’t felt the same
So if I’m being honest, I’m not okay
I don’t wanna cry for help
But I’m getting tired pretending so well
I thought I was going steady, but my mind's got the best of me
I don’t know why I’m still here, honestly
If you took a peek inside of my brain
You’d find the reasons for all of the blame
Constantly drowning, it won't go away
If I'm being honest, I’m not okay
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rp4mTL1x8GY
You found someone more exciting
The next second, you were gone
And you left me there cryin', wonderin' what I did wrong
And you always say I'm never satisfied
But I don't think that's true
'Cause all I ever wanted was to be enough for you
And all I ever wanted was to be enough for you
We're gonna make it
Why hesitate, when there's nothing to lose
Don't you see it yet
Let's keep on going forward
We'll get there one day
Why would we be realistic?
What's the point of being realistic?
Even when the pain is gone, I know
Names written in ice will melt away
Just as I have done
And I will pull my whole heart up to the surface
For the innocent, for the vulnerable,
And I'll show up to the front lines with a purpose
- Eight by Sleeping At Last
To when I was a kid in the backseat
Driven down a road in the country
I'd want to grow,
So I could take a ride in the front seat
Never knew that time would escape me
I could give it all just to break free
If I could find the door and the jail key
I want to grow,
Outside of the walls that contain me
That's why
Right now, I gotta go
Driving so fast yet I'm moving so slow
Too late, I'm getting old
Cliffsides coming I'll be driving over the edge
I want to be somebody
I want to hold someone
Searching for the real reason - to feel human
Outside my comfort zone
That is where I find a way out
And break away from you
I'm out of time
Searching for the reason
Answers that are hidden
I need to
Break free from
My deepest complication
I need to know - I'm not alone
Tom odell is a big inspiration of mine and I really relate to these lyrics:)
I've shown you something that you can't erase
I'm still a man but I can't feel
I've lost my senses of what's real
Can you explain to me what I am?
I've crossed the world but I don't understand
Complication is tearing me
I guess supernatural is what I'll be
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all
All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Try as they may they could never define
What's been said between your heart and mine
~ When You Say Nothing At All (Ronan Keating)
"The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
"I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous
I thought the monsters were under
My bed but it turns out they rent
Out the space that's inside of my head
And it's such a bummer
That nobody tucks in the covers
And you gotta do it yourself
Oh, some nights I wish I was still twelve
Broke all the cages
No, I, won't sit and take it
Now, now
They left me for dead, I guess they'll never learn
Every time I break there's just more pain to burn
They'll never, never, never learn
She took my heart and left me lonely
I think broken heart's contagious
I won't fix, I'd rather weep
I'm lost then I'm found
But it's torture bein' in love
I love when you're around
But I fuckin' hate when you leave
Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go,
You decide, if you're ever gonna let me know,
Suicide, if you ever try to let go,
I'm sad I know, yeah, I'm sad I know,
TW
Think it was a Thursday, I don't know
But you didn't pick up, cause you were having problems with your phone
I don't need excuses
Darling, I just want someone to hold
But you didn't remember
I spent all of December on my own
She's a fake and she's a thief
Pointing their fingers at me
They watch me curl up and bleed
She's a whore and she's a slut
This bitch needs to cover up
Do I have really bad luck
Or am I just not enough?