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The Ed voice has subsided and I manage to “put him in his box “ but over the weekend I was ill and not eating and other things meant he was thriving and now he’s back I’m back to my old behaviour and I hate to admit it but I really missed having him there
Im just so tired of everything and I’m too scared to tell Beth becuase I don’t want her to think less of me
Just hate myself so much I’m horrible and disgusting and ugly and fat and just hate the way I look in the mirror 😔
I don't really know i guess i did find him comforting. Helped me feel in control when i felt like everything that was going wrong, it was the one thing i had control over.I feel like when he was quiet , things got all overwhelming and distressing again but its almost like when hes back somethings changes , to be honest i don't really know what i'm trying to say.