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  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,666 Community Veteran
    hmm Just have to push everyone away  :'(
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,666 Community Veteran
    Feeling so Low and rubbish yet don’t know who to talk to in college 
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,935 Extreme Poster
    I can't take the vocal pain:'( honestly gonna cry it sound silly but it's true
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,365 An Original Mixlorian

    Just binged ate and i really dont want to purge but i feel so sick that i feel like will happen
    and have my wisdom teeth growing which are really painful atm and making me feel more sick


     
    Kathleen07
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,935 Extreme Poster
    heeeeeeelp my mom's in hysterical tears again and i can't even speak to her 'cause of my throat
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,935 Extreme Poster
    edited March 2019
    HELP??!! It doesn't help my anxiety

    Also I can't tell how much it's genuine and how much she's just wallowing in emotion. Guess it's both. She's obviously genuinely super upset but she handles emotion in a wallowing way.

    And yet she'll still take him back if he asks. She's a tad stupid. :expressionless:

    edit: not to mention she's probably gonna kill herself with all that smoking. God her boyfriend isn't even worth all this. I (think...) can understand why she's in pain and I feel bad for her, but also, A, I don't see how she didn't see this coming, and B, I'm pretty angry that she'll take him back if he asks.
    Millie2787
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,666 Community Veteran
    Just dauned on me how close Wednesday is ( I get the results from my H&SC and CPLD exams I sat in January) 
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07BubblesGoesBoo
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,365 An Original Mixlorian
    This is gunna sound a lil disgusting lol


    But i start work in about an hour. And anxiety is really high that is making my arm pits sweat loadssss lol. Fml knows how because i dont even drink this much water looll so wheres is from ahahah. Anyway i laugh but is actually embarrassing and making me self consious. That i have hd to change my top twice and i only have 3 tops and i will not be stayimg in work if i end up with massive wet patchs 
     
    Millie2787
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,666 Community Veteran
    Shaunie said:
    This is gunna sound a lil disgusting lol


    But i start work in about an hour. And anxiety is really high that is making my arm pits sweat loadssss lol. Fml knows how because i dont even drink this much water looll so wheres is from ahahah. Anyway i laugh but is actually embarrassing and making me self consious. That i have hd to change my top twice and i only have 3 tops and i will not be stayimg in work if i end up with massive wet patchs 
    @shauine Sounds like a really stupid idea and probs kinda disgusting but I’ve seen someone people place Pads in the arm pits of the tops so it stops it soaking into the top 

    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,365 An Original Mixlorian
    Shaunie said:
    This is gunna sound a lil disgusting lol


    But i start work in about an hour. And anxiety is really high that is making my arm pits sweat loadssss lol. Fml knows how because i dont even drink this much water looll so wheres is from ahahah. Anyway i laugh but is actually embarrassing and making me self consious. That i have hd to change my top twice and i only have 3 tops and i will not be stayimg in work if i end up with massive wet patchs 
    @shauine Sounds like a really stupid idea and probs kinda disgusting but I’ve seen someone people place Pads in the arm pits of the tops so it stops it soaking into the top 

    Ah  My sister does this and shes so self concious bless her and she said she thinks shes only one who has done this and she get sooo sad :'( - (she actually uses woman pads) maybe ill tell her i did some research for her and that i saw some other people do it becaus it really knocks her
     
    Millie2787
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,666 Community Veteran
    @shauine I’ve done it before aswell I used to get bullied about the fact my sweat patches used to show ( bloody school and light blue shirts ) but noo shes defo not alone loads of people do it - I know a few who use Like the panty liner pads 
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,666 Community Veteran
    Tired of having to hide how I really feel from everyone all the time  because I’m too much of a idiot to tell anyone how much I really am struggling 😔
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    AifeKathleen07
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,666 Community Veteran
    Just someone please take this all away 😭😭😭😭
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,365 An Original Mixlorian
    edited March 2019
    OMG I REALLY I AM anxiosuIN TOWN AND START WORK AT 12:30 but i think i may be dying from anxiety my body is shaking but i cant see it and i am sweating what is equalavent to my body weight lol

    and i really feel like Killin self

    But yeah i wont cause coward so dont break confidenality or anything just clearly feeling like am dying
     
    Kathleen07Aife
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,935 Extreme Poster
    Hugs @Millie2787 @Shaunie <3 You're not alone x
    Shaunie
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,365 An Original Mixlorian
    edited March 2019
    Omg i am ceying in town. Send help or kil me from embarrassment need hid
     
    Kathleen07Millie2787
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,365 An Original Mixlorian
    edited March 2019
    "Why are you late / never came"
    oh ya know just in John lewis toilets crying and wanting to die. 

    I feel very physically sick 🤢

    i am probably dying of dehydration nowlol
     
    Kathleen07Millie2787
  • AifeAife LondonPosts: 2,207 Moderator
    Hope you're okay @Shaunie. We're here for you <3
    Maybe somethings don't get better, but we do. We get stronger. We learn to live with our situations as messy and ugly as they are. We fix what we can and we adapt to what we can't. Maybe some of us will never fully be okay, but at least we're here. We're still trying. We're doing the best we can. That's worth celebrating too ❤
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,666 Community Veteran
    My neice just saw me crying in the kitchen and cane over gave me a hug and goes “Love you Aimee” 😭
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07Aife
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,666 Community Veteran
    I’m so tired of all of this shit now 😭
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07
  • BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Sunny ScotlandPosts: 3,539 Community Veteran
    I don't see my body as mine anymore, whenever I look down I see a crime scene, something that was so easy to hurt and defile. I see something that is already broken, I see something that's not me.
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
    Kathleen07
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,666 Community Veteran
    Ughh I don’t want to go to CAMHS and I’m really scared for my results on Wednesday 
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    BubblesGoesBooKathleen07
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,666 Community Veteran
    Half hour till I have to leave for the Bus and I really don’t want to go 😣
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07Aife
  • AifeAife LondonPosts: 2,207 Moderator
    Half hour till I have to leave for the Bus and I really don’t want to go 😣
    Hope it goes okay @Millie2787. You can do this <3
    Maybe somethings don't get better, but we do. We get stronger. We learn to live with our situations as messy and ugly as they are. We fix what we can and we adapt to what we can't. Maybe some of us will never fully be okay, but at least we're here. We're still trying. We're doing the best we can. That's worth celebrating too ❤
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,666 Community Veteran
    Aife said:
    Half hour till I have to leave for the Bus and I really don’t want to go 😣
    Hope it goes okay @Millie2787. You can do this <3
    @Aife I’ve left my earphones at home so I can’t even listen to music to keep me calm - I just feel so sick and shakey 😐
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Aife
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,666 Community Veteran
    Ever feel like your fighting a losing battle - Yer that’s me right now 🤔
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,935 Extreme Poster
    edited March 2019
    deleted. dk why just feel kind of physically anxious so...
    Millie2787
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,935 Extreme Poster
    Omg I feel so awful. Help:'( I just dk anymore. Please I want this to end. I think. Maybe I just want to sleep forever. I really don't know. I'm just so miserable and tired tbh.
    Millie2787Shaunie
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,365 An Original Mixlorian
    Omg I feel so awful. Help:'( I just dk anymore. Please I want this to end. I think. Maybe I just want to sleep forever. I really don't know. I'm just so miserable and tired tbh.
    Hugs x
     
    Kathleen07
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,935 Extreme Poster
    edited March 2019
    deleted.
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