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Rose113 · January 27

Struggling so much, tryna end my relationship and urges are bad and im gonna explode from thoughts

Laura_tigger82 · January 28

Trying to end your relationship sounds really difficult for you at the moment @River. Not a pleasant experience, whether you are the one trying to end the relationship or whether you are on the receiving end of a relationship ending. You are being so brave in keeping reaching out to us and sharing how you are feeling with us, especially when the urges are bad.

What thoughts are you having at the moment? Would anything, in particular, help the urges and trying to end your relationship to feel more manageable at the moment? We are with you if you would like to share more with us about this / how you are feeling today

Rose113 · January 28

@Laura_tigger82 really bad thoughts

Chloe234 · January 28

Struggling alot. The past few days I've been near my lowest. Got into a sort of crisis at school on Friday and they had to tell dad everything. He doesn't seem to care tho as he's acting as if nothing happened. The thoughts have been coming and going all weekend. We went out yesterday duck hunting but today/tonight I'm home alone with my sisters bc dad's gone 4 hours away to see his girlfriend. We're old enough to be home alone it's just hard/upsetting how he can just happily go so far 2 days after he's told how much I'm actually Struggling

independent_ · January 28

It’s like my brain doesn’t take in information sometimes. I had a nice day planned just for myself but instead I’ve spent it pretty much hiding in my bed feeling a bit sorry for myself. Fuck sake why can’t my brain just cooperate for once.

Chloe234 · January 28

Nothing worse than being scared by yourself.. I'm safe

AnonymousToe · January 28

My mum using my age as an insult again. There’s no escape, I can’t do this 😭

sinead276 · January 28

Sending a super big hug to every one of you who needs one - remember you're super strong and super loved

Rose113 · January 29

Feel really unwell

AnonymousToe · January 29

Lonely, the person I depend on has been ill for so long now 😭

Rose113 · January 29

TW

I can't stop throwing up

I don't like being sick

Chloe234 · January 29

Empty, drained, alone

Rose113 · January 29

Can't sit still, keep hitting self

yana · January 29

TW: self-harm wound description (no methods or locations)

had a dream my scars were open and fresh and it was lovely. it felt euphoric. then i woke up and now i just cannot get those thoughts out of my head. I've been clean for a year and two months witb the exception of one incident in September but i dont count that. it was only a blip. but now i just feel so overwhelmed and i miss it so much. i miss the blood and the pain

FordRanger · January 29

Im feeling a bit rock bottom right now. This time last week I started my training, I thought things were looking up for me and now I'm just back to square one. The company rang my famliy saying I'm "on the spectrum". It's shocking like how personal do they want to get, making diagnosis about me after barely knowing me. Extremely rude.

amy02 · January 29

@FordRanger @yana @River @Chloe234 I can really hear how you all are struggling at the moment and I hope this afternoon has gone better for you

You are all doing so well for sharing with us so take some time to rest and remember we are here to support you

Rose113 · January 29

Regressed at school and now fucking hate myself

never regressed at school before

Rose113 · January 29

I wish I was never fucking adopted

AnonymousToe · January 29

Everything is too much effort and I’m EXHAUSTED.

libbystrawberry · January 29

i thought things couldnt get any worse but i keep getting proved wrong

spacedog · January 30

Have so many people in my life but push them away and just completely isolate myself, and then I usually end up blaming them just because I don't understand my own actions

AnonymousToe · January 30

My sister is giving me nightmares about my bully

spacedog · January 30

Apparently when I join the conservatoire next year I'll have the opportunity to play in orchestra during an opera - can't wait

Rose113 · January 30

Relapsed but what's new there 🙄

libbystrawberry · January 30

i was trying so hard not to cry at school today

AnonymousToe · January 30

Lonely, I feel like everyone’s just pretending to like me

JJLemon18 · January 30

AnonymousToe wrote: »

Lonely, I feel like everyone’s just pretending to like me

@AnonymousToe what if I said I hate you? Will you believe me then? You probably would, and you'd feel bad about that too. Why? If people really hated you, they wouldn't bother 'pretending' to be nice. If this makes sense. Sending hugs

Sending extra hugs to anyone who needs too!

Chloe234 · January 31

Shutting people out again

Rose113 · January 31

Tried not to hurt myself last night but ended up doing it a different way whilst regressed

I'm so stupid.

independent_ · January 31

I miss self destruction. My brain isn’t behaving the memories are so fucking strong today of the police and I can’t get rid of them.

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