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[OLD] The 'I need a hug' thread - please read first post before posting :)
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Sending hugs lovely. We want you alive, we love you and you are a valuable member of this community. Please do reach out if you really need to, stay safe and we are here for you
What ever it was that sent me delusional last week was a close one. Had I not had the DBT tools I'm certain that would have gone Into full blown psychosis. I'm fine now but I would still like drug test done just to make sure that I'm not being poisoned. If I can have factual evidence then I can put it to rest. I don't think there's anything wrong with being careful.
I'm a dilemmas if I ask the doctor she'll put it in my notes. I don't want that.
You'd think by now I'd have come to terms with it. The pain never goes away when you lose a parent. I feel like I've had a huge release of everything that was sitting at my core
Take care lovely, we'll be thinking of you
We had to inject his medication into a grape because he refused it first try
Im honestly just fed up of life at the moment. At night things honestly get really bad the thoughts are an overwhelming thing and they get really unbearable and I am fed up of it! The kinda thoughts I get are all very undermining stuff like that I should not have been born, that I was a mistake, and overall that I am not good enough. Alongside this, because the thoughts and stuff I keep getting urges to self-harm and I sadly had a relapse and honestly I am really ashamed of it due to not having done it for ages and like it was not bad but I am mad disappointed in my self considering I have so many links and supporting things. At times this week, I have also had suicidal thoughts and its all so overwhelming. I have balled my eyes out and had several mental breakdowns/ panic attacks. It is so bad that sleeping is just impossible and I got like none and even if I do its like 2 hours then I end up in my parent's room because when I wake up I get bad anxiety.