want to die

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• Former Member Posts: 1,936 Extreme Poster

  August 2019

  Shaunie said:

  It actually makes me agitated & distressed every morning to wake up knowing I've got a whole day head of feeling so shit. Wish I died in my sleep

  I can relate to this. It's a really exhausted and tortured sort of feeling

  
  

  Shaunie said:

  I don’t know what to do 😭😭😭😭there would be no point going to see my gp they will have nothing to offer & if they do none of the teams would accept. the crisis team won't want to help someone with diagonisis of BPD who don't even hallucinate. No one gives a shit & I swear I feel I'm going to end up dead (cause I feel so awful am safe). Which is sad because life can be good for some but I feel so awful & I can't live like it 😭😭😭😭Theres only so many thoughts of dying til you jus give in. 
  
  the mix should of closed this cause asked. Doesn't matter if still reply. & they Should be closing every thread I make that's seeking support.  Cause im beyond help & don't deserve support. But am attention seeker & lonely so hard to just not reply. Sorry. I'm selfish 

  Maybe you could give your GP a go anyway, despite the doubt that they'll be able to help?

  
  

  You're not beyond help and you do deserve support. We all want to hold your hand through this    
  

  
  

  Sending love xx
  

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• Former Member Discussion Boards Moderator Posts: 1,084 Wise Owl

  August 2019

  Hey Shaunie,
  
  Sending you some hugs, just wanted to let you know that you're a very valued member of this community and we are always here for you, and we care about you
  
  Do you want to talk about how you're feeling?
  
  Sending hugs 

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• Siena Posts: 15,756 Skive's The Limit

  August 2019

  I'm too sensitive for this life 😭😭😭😭😭But thanks. My thoughts are too much. I'm so lonely and sad & everyones fed up of it

  ~Probably dead now

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• Siena Posts: 15,756 Skive's The Limit

  August 2019

  I feel so bad I want to die :'(

  ~Probably dead now

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• Siena Posts: 15,756 Skive's The Limit

  August 2019 edited August 2019

  Deleted cause need to stop posting 

  ~Probably dead now

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• Former Member Posts: 1,936 Extreme Poster

  August 2019

  You don't need to stop posting Shaunie, it's okay if you'd rather not, but don't feel like you need to.

  
  

  Sending you lots of hugs, I hope you feel a bit better soon. Let us know if there's anything we can do or talk with you about
  

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• Former Member Posts: 1,646 Extreme Poster

  August 2019

  psssssssp 
  
  I still think you're awesome even if you don't think you are beacuse  despite how you've been feeling, you've still been continuing to help those in need xx that's somone who's selfless, that is somone who cares. You're an increible valuable part of the community shanie (I'm sure Eddy would agree too).
  
  Salix x  
  

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• Siena Posts: 15,756 Skive's The Limit

  August 2019 edited August 2019

  Thank yous!
  
  my sister keeps shouting at me. Good to know She doesnt care at all even tho knows wanna die.  I guess atleast don't step on egg shells. No reason to even be alive 
  
  (I am safe though. I wouldn't be posting if In a crisis so can always assume as safe. Just how I feel/ what's going on (edited a bit even tho wasn't against guidelines trying to say how I feel less triggering way)

  Post edited by Siena on August 2019

  ~Probably dead now

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• Former Member Posts: 146 Helping Hand

  August 2019

  @Shaunie how you feel is completely understandable and we all support you ❤️ I think sometimes people honestly don't know how to help or deal with a situation because they haven't experienced it before, that's doesn't mean the way they act is okay, but not everyone knows how to support people in tough situations. Xx I may be completely out of line here but it's just the way I try and think sometimes xx

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